Terrified.Confused.Screwed

This is just kate talk.
But im scared.
Sometimes i cant breath,my heart isnt broken anymore.
Its gone.
I dont beleive in love,in a romantic way.
I dont beleive in the male species.
If they havent let you down yet they either havent had the chance or your not close enough for it to hurt enough yet.
I do beleive in innocence.
But it seems no-one else does.
I beleive in darkness, because i cant see the light.
Or i can but i have to wear sunglasses.
And i cant quite touch the light.
Because it burns.
The only place i belong is with the voices in my head.
But they turn against me some times to.
HateKate.
Thats the was it goes.



Im not sexist.Well i guess i am but sorry.I dont hate all guys.I just dont trust you.Please dont take offence.

Hey Kate,

I was reading through the chat archives and saw you asked about Mind Matters, i've been there a few times. The most recent in April/May, happy to answer any questions you have about it.

I should have also put, I identify with most, if not all of what you've written. It's a scary, dark, hopeless place to be. But it can and does get better, you just have to hold on to hope. If you can't do that at the moment, then i'll do it for you. Because I have hope. For you. Much love

hey mere.kat,

how are you today?

Wow. so know how you feel.
I hope you feel better soon but i know how unlikely that seems.
oh, and i've heard that there are some decent males.... haven't found any yet, but don't assume theyr all terrible... keep your eyes open.
much love

seeing those replies makes me feel better,:]thanx.

that's ok hope you are ok..