how often do you feel like this?

found this song on youtube and as I have said in the past I often type/write out lyrics to songs that have a meaning to me or help me deal with things or describe how I feel,this song made me think wow so many people must of felt like this so went to work to type it out to share with you all.i have included a link to the song itself but its very"hard"(i dont know if its metal or what but wont be to some peoples tastes) so here it is

wake up in sweat again
another days been laid to waste
in my disgrace
stuck in my head again
feels like I'll never leave this place
theres no escape
Im my own worst enemy

Ive given up
Im sick of feeling,is there nothing you can say
Take this (arm?) away
Im suffocating
tell me what the fuck is wrong
with me

I dont know what to take
thought I was focused
But Im scared
Im not prepared
I hyperventilate
Looking for help somehow,somewhere
But no one cares

Im my own worst enemy
Ive given up
Im sick of feeling,is there nothing you can say
Take this (arm?) away
Im suffocating
tell me what the fuck is wrong
with me

Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my fucken misery

Ive given up
Im sick of feeling,is there nothing you can say
Take this (arm?) away
Im suffocating
tell me what the fuck is wrong
with me


youtube link:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0xyxtzD54rM&feature=related&ytsession=Et6V52pQwwVJzav24zkZJgBkGyPWyRLra2XeX2QR4Cv2ai2x-wNQa2CV0AroRg7hyS_OOGt73HhQ-0LWT-L8NX-Im2H4MI3hicAVwI3L_0G0QQeY5lZ2kWVgBaJNvyYqLJ6WWrcxCW3wAieAVeR-1YS6hNKwtX2DDKumfW32ftyT6nr9Cs10bS9vsNIWe6Vkvo1ooBFBW6isWvUYaMH-MLHwV9uqKlYmUDkgBeOyRFSmXzHi15fKDmzJpy8rjA9-JL1Ho5jWIbk0FCf9RDYiDKRKNROBvSOTepJQ6dJ78co

Mine is Runaway Train by Soul Asylum

Call you up in the middle of the night
Like a firefly without a light
You were there like a slow torch burning
I was a key that could use a little turning

So tired that I couldn't even sleep
So many secrets I couldn't keep
Promised myself I wouldn't weep
One more promise I couldn't keep

It seems no one can help me now
I'm in too deep
There's no way out
This time I have really led myself astray

CHORUS
Runaway train never going back
Wrong way on a one way track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow I'm neither here no there

Can you help me remember how to smile
Make it somehow all seem worthwhile
How on earth did I get so jaded
Life's mystery seems so faded

I can go where no one else can go
I know what no one else knows
Here I am just drownin' in the rain
With a ticket for a runaway train

Everything is cut and dry
Day and night, earth and sky
Somehow I just don't believe it

CHORUS

Bought a ticket for a runaway train
Like a madman laughin' at the rain
Little out of touch, little insane
Just easier than dealing with the pain

Runaway train never comin' back
Runaway train tearin' up the track
Runaway train burnin' in my veins
Runaway but it always seems the same

heres my song, one of the many but the one i listen to the most and tonight it suits the mood. Its Kinda like both of the me's inside of me fighting with each other if that makes sense.


Linkin Park - numb

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

for me right now this song is very appropriate

Broken by life house

The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time
I am here still waiting though I still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead
I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for purpose, they're still looking for life

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain is there healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

I'm hanging on another day just to see what you will throw my way
And I'm hanging on to the words you say
You said that I will be ok

The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone
I may have lost my way now, haven't forgotten my way home

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

I'm holdin' on
I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

LOL

Thats my song wizza...back off or we'll have to fight for it.

Im not good at sharing!

I love that lifehouse song too. I love linkin park...this is my one

Why does it feel like night today?
Something in here's not right today.
Why am I so uptight today?
Paranoia's all I got left
I don't know what stressed me first
Or how the pressure was fed
But I know just what it feels like
To have a voice in the back of my head
Like a face that I hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time I lie
A face that laughs every time I fall
(And watches everything)

So I know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is hearing me
Right beneath my skin

It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin

I know I've got a face in me
Points out all my mistakes to me
You've got a face on the inside too and
Your paranoia's probably worse
I don't know what set me off first
But I know what I can't stand
Everybody acts like the fact of the matter is
I can't add up to what you can but

Everybody has a face that they hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time they lie
A face that laughs every time they fall
(And watches everything)

So you know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is watching you too
Right inside your skin

[x2]
It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin

The face inside is right beneath your skin [x3]

The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me
The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me

The sun
I feel the light betray me
The sun
I feel the light betray me

It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin

It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin