Dear god

just let me.


Alone

hey what happened to the word die?

It disappeared?

Just as well huh?

Given it's not an option and all...

it sure is an option

It is... but it's not possible to do that and not ruin peoples lives.

Bugger huh?

i don't care anymore

mylife has run its course

hold on to how you were feeling just a couple of weeks ago. ??

nope

life is a shitty heap ontop of a bigger shit heap

It's the Christmas Blues. Just hang in there and wait till the New Years Eve blowout. There is a lot of pressure on Christmas on us mums to get it 'just right' for everyone else, though to be fair on the others it is probably a self imposed pressure but pressure never the less. Just think of the happy faces of your children and other loved ones on Christmas Day, if you hang in till then I am willing to bet you will feel some relief when it is all over and you can look back on another successful day a orchestrated by you.