Poem - Death Wish **WARNINNG MAY TRIGGER THOUGHTS**

I wrote this poem when I was feeling really low... I used to write alot of poetry but now I have writer's block.

Death Wish

Black despondency
So wicked, so sinful so spiteful
Side tracked with my pestilential self
I am a deleterious destructive machine
Who breaks down all the time, so dangerous, living on edge
Rejected a thousand times, shunned, backed away in my dark violent corner
My devious eyes are so shallow, hollow and bare
Diabolism is embedded in my mind, full of evil
Full of nastiness, full of hatred, full of guilt
My mind is so powerful with black power
I have no control over my devilry soul
I am in self-destruction mode
My brain wants to batten down
Blood is wrath around my neck and my body
Full of dark red blood, all over me
I’ve become this horrible nasty monster
Crying crimson tears, streaming out of my eyes
I am an outcast in my family
Neglected so many times
Don’t know what to do, turn left and right
Seeing a jagged bit of glass on the road
Picking it up, looking at it, seeing how sharp it is
As I penetrate my stomach with the jagged glass
I groan out in pain, it hurts,
Only way out of this hellhole
As I lay down, writhing on the ground
I whisper a mournful nasty goodbye


By Michelle
17 May 2005

Are there other verses to this,stashed away
somewhere?

Hi greasemonkey

I have other similiar poems like this one, I'm not as depressed like I used to be so I've been unable to write sad poems. I've tried to write happy poems, but it just doesn't click with me.

Bluezero wrote:Hi greasemonkey

I have other similiar poems like this one, I'm not as depressed like I used to be so I've been unable to write sad poems. I've tried to write happy poems, but it just doesn't click with me.

Best writing we do is 'out of an experience',
like the stuff youve already done.

We only have the memory to go there again
but we can regain the creativity surge
by re-tracing and finding the door creativity flows through.

Mind tricks help moving writers blocks.
Think about attending a writers workshop,That will give you
further Powers,to unleash the fountain!

love