just a groan..

This life is just not worth it.

bye for now

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it's hard

I have decided that I just can't do this any longer.

My life will never be the same after being like this. I am so close to giving up, so clsoe to ending it all.
I'm cold and tired, i'm sad and sore.

It's not worth it. I feel more alive in my dream world than the actual world. I don't want to hurt the ones I love, but I can't handle it anymore. I just can't do it.

I'm sorry

dear Q,

You will be OK babe...there is so much out there you havent tried...make a list of the things you want to do, then put it on here for me to read please..your life only sux where you are now and you can change that OK do the list babe I will check in soon xxxxxx

I can't do it.

there is no point. There is nothing I want to do. I'm over this place

There is always a point...dont let work get you down it is only work not your life babe

but work is life - it is what you have to do to have a happy life, to enjoy the things you otherwise couldn't afford.

UGH

not for ever..come on babe start looking for something else..talk to your partner about selling the house..You dont have to sit in lifes box think outside the square..so what if you live differently find a passion and live have a plan and say OK in 6 months I will be here I have a goal to work towards..start planing honey and start talking...I am hugging you hard Ok (((((0))))

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we only just brought the house this year. I can't now sell it.

OK but remember you can do what ever you want..it is up to you what you do..plan to change the things you can...be in control of you own life honey..take your life back and enjoy what you enjoyed in the past...yep there is more to life than work

How can you be so positive??!

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qwerky90 wrote:How can you be so positive??!

I am not always trust me! but I am trying and I have a Plann*eeeeeevil laugh* plus there are some assholes I have to get back at before I die and that may take some time...Revenge is a dish best served cold*more eeeeevil laughing nnaahhhhaha*

I'm so over this.

I hate having 'shocks' thorughout my body. Pain in my chest. DIZZINESS!
Stomach pains, "wooshing" in my head, It drives me insane

I'm been off my meds for about 3 days and I just can't handle it. Anxiety has kicked in and is driving me over the top.
I can't handle it anymore.

My depression is going to extremes. I think i'm going to go to the docs and see if they can do anything for the short term.....

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I don't think I have much left

When i move my eyes I get cronic dizziness. and i hear what sounds like 'air' in my head when I move them.

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oh you poor thing, hang in there honey

haha wowinnz..

I don't know. I don't think so since he tells me I have to be off my old ones before I start my new ones.

What's the point??

it would just be so much easier not being here

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Hi Qwerks sorry to hear that you are having these awful side effects from coming off antidepressants. I think it would be a really good idea to go and see your Doctor as soon as possible. I hope you feel better soon.