angry bubble

finances... family.... yep Christmas has arrived.

I was doing so well with the 'Christmas spirit' The positive is I am not suicidal, I am not crying, I am not suffering. I am hurting, but that hurting will go.

big hugz

poetry
anger is good
very good
its one of those emotion thingys that we get when we react to a situation we don't like.
be angry
be mad as a mad man on a mad horse
and then
don't
coz it will go
and you will be ok
again
just being ok
and being wonderful you.

Vents work x
Thanks guys, you were right Mis, I'm ok again

Weird how things have turned themselves around, I think it is the way I was mature about the goings on. I didn't add wood to the fire so to speak.(I vented here instead)

My mother rang again today, I don't know what has changed-nor need to know, she was positive, didn't touch on anything negative, I'm so pleased and relieved, I can turn my Radio down now.

I've finally started to grow up, the biggest 'grown-up behaviour' - zip yah lip and don't explain the whys nor try to defend your self, just say "Not going there"

Christmas spirit is on the mend: four strawberries have grown themselves red and ready for tomorrow!!! The lettuce is waiting to be picked... I got given a $20.00 food voucher!!!! Crikey, bless yah angels xox

I'm off to town to buy some new carrots and some fresh peas. Dog biscuits for Molly and a treat for her to unwrap tomorrow. Weird and wonderful how things work out - a dear friend gave me some new potatoes from his garden.

tiz a nice way to un vent my self

Kiaora all
xox
Poetry

So glad things have workedc out for you Poetry sounds as if you will be really happy and at peace over the Christmas period, hoping the same for everyone one else on TBBD. And another star for Paddy for giving us this space in vent in when we need to.

Good news Poetry, I am glad things did turn out in the end. "She'll be right" is often very true isn't it.

Nice work on the tatties lots of butter with them girl.

Love Martine

Poetry , you have done so well, I hope you have patted yourself on the back with how well you did. That kind of incident often triggers people off into a down hill spiral.