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Post by qwerky90 on Tue May 04, 2010 9:05 am

life ain't worth it anymore.
It really isn't.
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Post by Guest on Tue May 04, 2010 8:28 pm

good luck at the drs this morning.

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Post by qwerky90 on Tue May 04, 2010 11:34 pm

thank you. it went well, .... well as good as something like that could have gone
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Post by qwerky90 on Tue May 11, 2010 10:15 pm

Back to work...yay...... Sad
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Post by Guest on Tue May 11, 2010 11:13 pm

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Post by qwerky90 on Wed May 12, 2010 12:46 am

I don't want to be here. the job is fine, the people are fine at the moment

But i'm over life, i'm over having to get up each morning. Yes it is money in the pocket. But it's not worth it any longer
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Post by qwerky90 on Wed May 12, 2010 2:00 am

what's the point any longer....seriously
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Post by Guest on Wed May 12, 2010 2:45 am

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Post by Paddy on Wed May 12, 2010 3:59 am

Whew, OUR qwerky is back.

I really thought an alien had taken over your logon name hon. alien

Did you get that 'thing' I've been nagging you to get for your garden 'serenity space'? Mmmmm?

As to what is the point?

All shall be revealed. All ya gotta do is wait.

I suppose being young and impatient, ya wanna know for how long?

Um, 16 August, 2053 - All shall be revealed - so matey, just keep watching this space, pffft. Oh, and it'll be after lunch, so ya won't have to worry about the morning, get up just after midday on that one, k? Wink

You'll get there. Its compulsory, so there. affraid

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Re: just a groan..

Post by qwerky90 on Mon May 17, 2010 10:18 pm

wouldn't it be so much easier to not have to worry about life, to not have to worry about how you're feeling each day?

Wouldn't it be nice to be at peace with this whole thing.

I am losing all passion to want to be on this planet. I have things at the moment that keep me going, obviously, but I don't deserve them at all and I want them to be happier. And I can only see that when they're without me.

It's not fair. I DON'T like this. Sad
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Post by Guest on Tue May 18, 2010 9:45 am

Hi there Qwerky,

no one likes feeling like you have been lately, it is just rotten, and not fair at all.

You do deserve the good things in life, and you know what, you won't have to wait until 2053 for it to happen, that is when # 52 good will come along.

The challenges that you face are 'overcomeable'. The job interview - pfft - there will be another job - perhaps better - just around the corner...

What is important to you. Can you work that out. Now I am not talking about the be happy in life - that is a pretty vague and big net. Small things I am talking about.

For example - tidyness, fitness, eating well, sleeping etc .

Small steps will make huge differences,

Take care flower,

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Post by becks on Tue May 18, 2010 10:50 am

Hi Qwerky I'm sorry to hear that you are feeling the way you are. I don't know what to say to you other than I think Beth has said some important things in her post that are worth thinking about. I hope you start to feel better soon. flower
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Post by Guest on Wed May 19, 2010 6:07 am

Hey Qwerky

Been thinking of you heaps today, hope you are a bit brighter.

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Post by qwerky90 on Wed May 19, 2010 8:25 am

i have had a nice day, been trying to keep myself busy ALL day Smile

At home with the partner, and loving it Smile
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Post by smiley on Wed May 19, 2010 10:39 pm

qwerky90 wrote:i have had a nice day, been trying to keep myself busy ALL day Smile

At home with the partner, and loving it Smile
*waves and blows bubbles(oh woops that was a dribble)* Laughing
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Post by Martine on Thu May 20, 2010 7:45 am

oh hello qwerky and all others who need to be here.

Qwerky I feel as you do, whats the fucking point, I even asked my beloved to sit with me the other night while I swallowed the tablets.

What a terrible thing to ask another human being and he is also a nurse like me in the Mental Health game.

Oh yes its very much a game isn't it? It has playfully ravaged my life, my job, my marriage and my way of life.
I deserve an explanation and so do you qwerky and all of us who use this forum.

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Re: just a groan..

Post by qwerky90 on Wed Jun 16, 2010 2:05 am

It's so hard looking desperately for a job,
Knowing there is nothing right at this point, but still on the search.

Feeling sad when I'm at work, not being heard..bla bla bla.

I need to get out of here. Today has just topped it off. It's too hard to explain, but I've now had ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!

I can't leave, but oh how I wish I could...How I wish I could just walk out and say bye. Sad sigh
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Post by Guest on Wed Jun 16, 2010 3:32 am

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Re: just a groan..

Post by qwerky90 on Thu Jun 17, 2010 5:13 am

I hate my life - I wish I didn't exsist!
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