just a groan..

life ain't worth it anymore.
It really isn't.

good luck at the drs this morning.

thank you. it went well, .... well as good as something like that could have gone

Back to work...yay......

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I don't want to be here. the job is fine, the people are fine at the moment

But i'm over life, i'm over having to get up each morning. Yes it is money in the pocket. But it's not worth it any longer

what's the point any longer....seriously

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Whew, OUR qwerky is back.

I really thought an alien had taken over your logon name hon.

Did you get that 'thing' I've been nagging you to get for your garden 'serenity space'? Mmmmm?

As to what is the point?

All shall be revealed. All ya gotta do is wait.

I suppose being young and impatient, ya wanna know for how long?

Um, 16 August, 2053 - All shall be revealed - so matey, just keep watching this space, pffft. Oh, and it'll be after lunch, so ya won't have to worry about the morning, get up just after midday on that one, k?

You'll get there. Its compulsory, so there.

Paddy.

wouldn't it be so much easier to not have to worry about life, to not have to worry about how you're feeling each day?

Wouldn't it be nice to be at peace with this whole thing.

I am losing all passion to want to be on this planet. I have things at the moment that keep me going, obviously, but I don't deserve them at all and I want them to be happier. And I can only see that when they're without me.

It's not fair. I DON'T like this.

Hi there Qwerky,

no one likes feeling like you have been lately, it is just rotten, and not fair at all.

You do deserve the good things in life, and you know what, you won't have to wait until 2053 for it to happen, that is when # 52 good will come along.

The challenges that you face are 'overcomeable'. The job interview - pfft - there will be another job - perhaps better - just around the corner...

What is important to you. Can you work that out. Now I am not talking about the be happy in life - that is a pretty vague and big net. Small things I am talking about.

For example - tidyness, fitness, eating well, sleeping etc .

Small steps will make huge differences,

Take care flower,

Beth

Hi Qwerky I'm sorry to hear that you are feeling the way you are. I don't know what to say to you other than I think Beth has said some important things in her post that are worth thinking about. I hope you start to feel better soon.

Hey Qwerky

Been thinking of you heaps today, hope you are a bit brighter.

i have had a nice day, been trying to keep myself busy ALL day

At home with the partner, and loving it

qwerky90 wrote:i have had a nice day, been trying to keep myself busy ALL day

At home with the partner, and loving it

*waves and blows bubbles(oh woops that was a dribble)*

oh hello qwerky and all others who need to be here.

Qwerky I feel as you do, whats the fucking point, I even asked my beloved to sit with me the other night while I swallowed the tablets.

What a terrible thing to ask another human being and he is also a nurse like me in the Mental Health game.

Oh yes its very much a game isn't it? It has playfully ravaged my life, my job, my marriage and my way of life.
I deserve an explanation and so do you qwerky and all of us who use this forum.

It's so hard looking desperately for a job,
Knowing there is nothing right at this point, but still on the search.

Feeling sad when I'm at work, not being heard..bla bla bla.

I need to get out of here. Today has just topped it off. It's too hard to explain, but I've now had ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!

I can't leave, but oh how I wish I could...How I wish I could just walk out and say bye. sigh

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I hate my life - I wish I didn't exsist!