Has anyone else lost friends during the time of their illness?

thank you for your exceptionally clear posting on bi-polar
and about your then friends, you had.
In the racey-world we live in, alot of ppl are teamed-up to achieve things
and cant carry-another who has struck a temporary problem within their lives.

Of course you are a sincere person and your life is meaningfull
it shows in your post here.

Have you ever considered to become(develope) in your self,
some 'dettachment' from your energy, which is beautiful btw.

When it comes on, and its about to rise you 'upwards' and energise your entirity remember to allow it through "without Ownership! Its abit like chanelling.
If you could centre within the Centre of Gravity (navel zone)
you may find you can still do your work
but without the side effects of 'rising an falling'.

I do hope I am not to forward in my posting to you in this Manner.
love