Havent been here for a while but I need HELP!

So I used to use this website alot. But then I thought I was getting better. But now I am lower then I have been for a while. And I cant seem to see the light.

Its not just the depression, I am hearing voices. and thinking some really strange things.

I wish I could stop crying.


I dont know how much longer I can 'hold' it together for.

there is a fine line between hearing voices because spirits are talking to you (my preferred option) and hearing voices because you're mentally ill (not so preferred, but i guess it depends what they say)

if it were me, and i was hearing voices, i would seek out the help of a clairvoyant that i trusted with my life - and i'm lucky that i know a few where i am. my own personal choice would be to do this before i headed down the track of meditation and pschoanalysis people.

whatever you choose to do, i really hope you begin to feel better soon. as a coach and a healer, i've worked with people in similar situations to you. and i wouldn't make any kind of suggestion to you, except that this is a GREAT place, and i really hope you seek and find the help you need - whatever that looks like for you
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Well I have decided. Well not me. The lady in my head has told me to stop taking my meds because they are making me worst. and she promised she would be nice from now on, instead of nasty.
I was on 14mg Zopiclone, 500mg Quetiapine, 2mg clonazepam, 300mg chlorpromazine. Does anyone know how long that would take to kinda wear off, and when I would be able to think clear? Like how long do they last without taking them, anyone know??


Thanks.

hey Woppow, I haven't been here for a long time, but remember you dearly. I have logged in to yell, STOP, please Wop. Time to talk to the medical team. Can you remember your WRAP plan??? or plan the Dr's had in place for you?

Don't go down that road , that road that leads to railway lines....remember...

arohanui


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I don't' condone dropping your meds, because i am in no way a trained professional. and i strongly urge you to be REALLY careful, sensible, and responsible for your own health.

following instructions from someone so that they 'be nice instead of nasty' is being bullied. if this lady in your head is loving and caring, bullying tactics shouldn't be necessary.

when you say that "You've decided, but not you" i sense that you're feeling bullied and rather out of control of the situation that is going on in your head.

rather than 'giving in' and just going along with the voices in my head, i'd personally be more inclined to find someone that helped me build up my self esteem and learn how to fight back - which is really useful for internal voices as well as people in the outside world.

obviously you're on the meds for a reason, and i read reluctance to just drop them all in your post. keep searching, there has got to be another answer that works better for you, than blindly stumbling along the path

xx

Hi woppow. How are you getting on?

Things have changed hugely for me. I got myself a man now. Lol. and quite happy

Thanks for your reply.

Let's hope you can have a harmonious relationship. Try to remember that life isn't always a bed of roses. Treat people how you would like to be treated. Remain calm and collected. Make the world a better place.

Feel free to post if anything is concerning you.

agree - men are GREAT for filling the void, but suggest that you continue to work on yourself, so that you can stand alone, together. = bliss!

now i have learnt to control myself.