nztrish, Welcome to TBBD

Welcome to TBBD nztrish, and Thanks for choosing to join us here.

Make yourself at home and feel free to post in existing Threads, and to start new Threads as you need or want to.

Take gentle care of you, and Thanks again,

Paddy.

Hi Paddy...thx for your welcome. I have been a guest for tthe last week and
have laughed and cried. The biggest thing I found is that I am not alone in my feeling of madness with severe depression and anxiety attacks.
I had a bad weekend where I drove around Orewa in the dark with my meds and wine. I ended up pulling into a motor camp and the manager gave me a unit and took my meds for the night. I really wanted to die over family issues with my sisters and daughter. Catts were contacted but just like the past they were shit! I have been hung up on and treated like a nobody by them for the last few years.
What made me join here was there was talk of sending thread to parliament or some-one?
I don't think they care if we die and I have no idea who to contact if I feel that low.
I was taken to hospital twice in last 2 mths and what help do I get?
The same assholes from Rodney Catts who say if I drink they won't help me.
I drink to block out the pain in my life.
Just getting that shit off my chest makes me feel better but I HATE the publc health system who really don't care if any of us die.
I paid taxes for 35 yrs and get no respect from our great system.
Boy.....that felt good to write
Trish

Hey nztrish

I'm sorry your going through a hard time at the moment. The CATT are usually pretty useless. But I do hope you find some help soon. This site is good to talk to other people who understand you. It's also good to type all your feelings down in a post and it can make you feel better afterwards. I hope you find this site useful and informative.
Take care.

Bluezero