Took padddys advice

and joined up here, theres so many people who feel as i do iwas feeling so alone in my anger and self destructive thoughts. Im having a bad day today theres a black hole inside and i was doing so well on the antidepressants too. Found out I didnt get a job caus i admitted i had depression and they were honest that they thought it would be too stressful for me. So ive given up on looking ive decided, but with my job i feel as if i have no purpose. Thing is it pays so well that i cant really afford to go back to nursing now, so am in between a rock and a hard place. I wish I could just press a button and reset my brain so often caus im so sick of being depressed

Hiya, A.G and Welcome to our family here at TBBD.

One word of caution - -I know this 'Paddy' creature, of whom you speak. I wouldn't listen to him, if ya paid me. Other than that, its all good, lol.

Take gentle care eh and Thanks again,

Paddy.

Welcome to TBBD amber-gumdrop ... good on you for joining up - hope you find the site helpful.

There's lots of info, and subjects you may relate to.

Daze ................. PS - you'll get used to Pat's wonderful sense of humour!

*waves to Amber Gumdrop*

Thanks and waves back.... im sure someones shortening my weekend as its sunday already and i didnt win lotto - again

yEAH i KNOW ..i AM TRYING TO CHANGE THE WEEKEND TO MON THRU FRIDAY AND SAT AND SUN WOrK DAYS(oops sorry caps on) but so far not been any takers lol

works for me!