What the hell is the point

in having a crisis line if they aren't gonna answer it straight away and just put you onto bloody recorded messages?? I'm ringing coz I need to speak to someone NOW not in 10 minutes time. Useless bloody thing.

are you still here? What line did you try and ring?

It doesn't sound like you are ok, so I won't say I hope you're ok. But please hang in there and keep trying to get through to lifeline or where ever. I know it's frustrating when you need to speak to someone straight away and there's no one there. For me it makes me feel even more like no one cares and to hell with it. But people do care so please keep trying.

Hey LC - any update? You had a good day yesterday (was it when you weeded and baked?)

Yea, done all that to keep busy and mind occupied.

are you ok today? even just a little?

yep, brilliant, never felt better.

ok.... is that truthfully, or not?

hopefully it is truthfully,

Hi Logical how are you.

If you are feeling rough please take yourself to ED, sometimes you feel safer just sitting there in the waiting area truly. The commotion around is a distraction and you know you will get seen sometime.

Often the crisis passes in your head and you can go home then, just having sat in a safe environment. Truly believe me I've done it.

My love to you and if you want to pm me your phone number I promise I'll ring you back.

Had no way of getting to Hamilton car's got no petrol and as it is I'm driving around Cambridge without a rego either. Oh well. Today's looking a bit better.

Hi Logical I prayed for you last night even though I'm not religious.

I asked the Mother of Christ to give you strength and to comfort you when you feel overwhelmed. She does it for me when she's really not too busy.

I've been thinking of you and hope the sun comes out a wee bit for you.

Fuck the rego what's the worse they can do to you once you explain how you are placed.

I was better later last night, coz I've got this plan and idea to build a planter box about 1m x 1m for veges and gonna put it up on wheels, a couple of guys at work don't think it can be done so I gotta prove them wrong, so far I've got one person who believes I can do it, but me and these two guys were talking bout it at work last night so that kinda lifted my spirits.

well done!

I am sure it can be done