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hmmm now there's a tough question..

I didn't manage or deal with it - I bottled it up - I was walked over by people who will come up in my once upon a time thread - I became obsessed with being popular then I became aggressive - I didn't seek help - I ended my life and some one found me and revived me - I let people beat me up cause I thought that was all I deserved - I let people rape me and do all sorts of unkind things to me.

I DO NOT WANT THIS TO HAPPEN TO YOU, as only now, at the ripe old age of 44 am I working through this.

It has caused alot of harm in alot of ways.

aw that is awful.

I too was walked over and manipulated at school. I had no voice of my own and was just a sheep following the herd with nothing good to say, or nothing that anyone would want to hear, or find remotely interesting.

I was taken advantage of the first time I had sex and I've never fully recovered. It scares me if my boyfriend wants to because I don't want to because I just can't, it frightens me, but he does understand (I think, I hope). It's just seems unfair on him..

just thought I would check in. good that you have posted again, and yes I can really, really understand that it would frighten you.

I am sure he understands....just keeping talking, you'll be ok.