Hello from Auckland

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Hello from Auckland

Post by BigBlackDog on Sat Mar 02, 2013 6:54 am

Hi There

My lovely friend directed me here and glad that I have.

At present I am living in Auckland, but soon moving back home to Christchurch, New Zealand.

I have suffered with severe depression, a personality disorder and anxiety all my life.

After my second living child in 2006, I got severe Post Natal Depression(PND), Anxiety, Panic attacks, PTSD, you name it.

I have had some sort of a handle on it, but since a bad family accident last year (which changed our lives forever), 10 m/c varying between 10 - 20 weeks (most recent being Jan 2013 - and before that Bella at 19w6D in April 2012), financial disrepair, homelessness, and several movements, I have found myself in continuous free-fall never finding the end to the black hole. I had a weekend in hospital last weekend for a post m/c infection as well as severe dehydration. Once I drop my children off at school I spend all day in my car because I have no where else to go.

This time round, I am finding it really hard to get out of this dark place I have found myself in. I have returned to self-harming and don't like where it is leaving me.

I lack support and understanding and just don't want to feel so alone anymore.

Thanks for reading
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Re: Hello from Auckland

Post by zin on Sat Mar 02, 2013 11:57 pm

Hugs dear, anmd welcome to the forum Smile
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