Probably just rambling but..

I hate going to bed at night becasue I can never sleep straight away..My mind wonders (The worst thing for me!), but I also hate getting up in the morning because there is nothing for me to look forward to. I'm also too tired to get up.

my mind wandered completely out of my head...maybe one day my body will follow tooo...

mylife wrote:my mind wandered completely out of my head...maybe one day my body will follow tooo...

lol,
I like that one.
That's gotta be the basics
of reincarnation in the Buddhist-Field?

It is true,
we are split beings,half animal half wo/man,
so if we loose our body in the search
we get another and start again.

Its a tricky-one enlightenment,
as we are already what is being seached for!

Can the Sugar
taste Sugar?

qwerky90 wrote:I hate going to bed at night becasue I can never sleep straight away..My mind wonders (The worst thing for me!), but I also hate getting up in the morning because there is nothing for me to look forward to. I'm also too tired to get up.

Love rambling,as things get found
we having lost of them
somewhere in our minds.

I too have experienced sleeplessness as in problem.
Some think that if one has had a severe-experience sometime in life they lay in vigilance of the darkness,from which things are born.
That not being your situation quirky,
have you nothing like a hobby to invest yourself into
and thus get some self recognition of your capabilities?

Self-esteme arises from self accomplishments,
and having or starting something new
leads us toward the Sourse of Happiness.

No, I have no hobbies, no nothing. My life is VERY dull

light a Fire.
The Warmth and Flames of a Fire
can inspire the darkest crevises in our minds.
Do a Fire meditation.

Being lost,we must look for that which inspires.
Having no ideas,we should then go to someone we admire in life and ask them,
"How did you get started?"

When our own Flame has been Blown-out,
we will be most able to take a flame from a fire already lit
especially if we have prepared ourself mentally.

Some education is the prerequisite.

What do you Like?
What Turns You-On?

Nothing right now. No one gets it. I have no idea what I enjoy anymore. Life is pointless..you work then go home, work and go home...for 60 odd years of your life. I don't want to do this, but I'm going to have to.

not neccessarily...
you can look about to find Others who have re-invented this silly situation most of us have been lead into by our un-enlightened peers.

Well this is how I see the world right now..

I am with you qwerky

I do know it's not the best way to look at life, but what's the point anymore. I'm only young and I should be out enjoying life- Just getting ready to start my life, but knowing what I'm going to be doing for the rest of my life is a huge turn off..unless I find the job that fits me perfectly..But I doubt that will happen..I really doubt it!

qwerky90 wrote:I do knowit's not the best way to look at life, but what's the point anymore. I'm only young and I should be out enjoying life- Just getting ready to start my life, but knowing what I'm going to be doing for the rest of my life is a huge turn off..unless I find the job that fits me perfectly..But I doubt that will happen..I really doubt it!

There are no garantees
that come with life.
The only thing we can be certain of is change!

It is..Trust me, I do know it is a gift..A gift of being a human..Being the most advanced living thing in the universe (that we know of right now)..But My gift of life is going to best a waste. I will not be my full potential that people say I can be- so what's the point? I'm wasting it

And.....Change is so hard right now! It feels impossible.

we look on the negative to stilt our growth
so as to NOT get HURT!
In this world
its called Tall poppy syndrone....

You're wiser to stay real than to poke your head-up
for the chop!
Personally,I dont believe no-one
but myself.

pst.
is rambling the same as ventilating?

I don't understand what you are saying.. I'm not smart.. *sigh*

Well I'm going to go..No point trying..
bye

bye,
Im not smart either
and Im turning in.....
its too cold here and Im beguining to shiver~!

there is every point trying qwerky

Hey,

I have the same problem. You go to bed and want to go to sleep but your mind wont shut down. There are a couple of things that may help. What is your sleep hygine like. I have recently had a look at mine and made a few changes and it made a big differance.

You can also take a herbal sedative like avena comp sedative drops. If you do use herbals please be careful as they may interfare with your meds.

You can also use aromatherapy, just google it and it will tell you the best oils to use. They are relativley cheap.

Qwerky, every one of your posts here could have been written by me because I feel EXCACTLY the same way.

Life is just annoying. When we have problems, we live for the day we dont have problems. When we don't have problems, life is still just boring and pointless.

no rambling is quite different GM ..

err, for a moment i thought
we were in the ventilation chamber!

Sleep hygine,....mmmmm
is that like preparing yourself for the sleep of your life?
Dont mind me,
Im just rambling.

hehehehehe you sure ...but we are used to that from you GM haha!

I brought myself a new bed and is coming in a week- so hopefully that will make a difference. I'm not on any meds by the way..I really think I should be, but fear keeps me away.

Hey i'm the same as you qwerky, i haven't been to the doc's and think I should but fear keeps me away too...