Looking for genuine help in Auckland area?

Hi there all,

I am looking for help in the Auckland area, i can't afford long term private treatment but relies its going to be my only option in getting any real help. I have given up on government health services as options just lead to dead ends even Crises teams just point you to websites for self help! Really!... as if i don know how to use google I my be suffering from mental health issues but i am not totally brainless.

I would appreciate any recommendations or leads were at least constructive and willing support options are available. I tried John Kirwan site as this is were i keep being told to visit to get self help but when i select the list of support services on the

http://www.depression.org.nz/waythrough/help+services

page but it goes no were not surprising really. I contacted them about 6 months ago about this but still nothing has been done to rectify it. The link seems to go to the

http://www.balance.org.nz/

website but there list for Auckland seems a little sparse there too.

A little desperate here!
Much appreciated

A fellow who empathizes here.
PM me and let me know what you need.

exactly that is, i need it.