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why
things just aren't fair. I hate being like this. I know it's just something we just have to deal with, but I'm so sick of it. I'm tired of feeling ok, then just drop.
i'm so sad, things make me so depressed. I hate this world. I hate how much pain there is, but I also become sad when I see the good things in life because it makes me feel like I don't deserve it as I should have seen it before. I should know the wonderful things, I should apreciate the little things I have, the big things I have, but this bloody depression, it's driving everything else away..
It's just so difficult trying to see positively when i'm so used to not caring about anything, especially myself.
I'm so scared to see the future as sometimes I want to be part of it, but others, i would just rather escape from it.
It's too hard to explain how i'm feeling
i'm so sad, things make me so depressed. I hate this world. I hate how much pain there is, but I also become sad when I see the good things in life because it makes me feel like I don't deserve it as I should have seen it before. I should know the wonderful things, I should apreciate the little things I have, the big things I have, but this bloody depression, it's driving everything else away..
It's just so difficult trying to see positively when i'm so used to not caring about anything, especially myself.
I'm so scared to see the future as sometimes I want to be part of it, but others, i would just rather escape from it.
It's too hard to explain how i'm feeling
qwerky90- Number of posts : 161
Location : NZ
Registration date : 2010-01-11
Re: why
It is hard to explain how we feel when we feel hopeless, lonely and sad. And yes I am sure we can all relate to how you feel Qwerky90.
Please take some comfort that this is temporary - honestly, if you take your meds, eat right, and generally look after yourself, it will be temporary.
Please keep posting when you feel like this Qwerky, it might help,
Please take some comfort that this is temporary - honestly, if you take your meds, eat right, and generally look after yourself, it will be temporary.
Please keep posting when you feel like this Qwerky, it might help,
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Re: why
I'm going back to my councillor....yay....not.
I don't know why I bother, I can't be farrked anymore..
I don't know why I bother, I can't be farrked anymore..
qwerky90- Number of posts : 161
Location : NZ
Registration date : 2010-01-11
Re: why
i wonder why too this life can be hard at times
traceylee- Number of posts : 49
Age : 58
Location : huntly
Registration date : 2009-08-17
Re: why
boredom can be also hard seem to have to much time on my hands must try and find new things that arent to difficult for me not sure what yet
traceylee- Number of posts : 49
Age : 58
Location : huntly
Registration date : 2009-08-17
Re: why
i haent got a counserlor
traceylee- Number of posts : 49
Age : 58
Location : huntly
Registration date : 2009-08-17
Re: why
i'm going on Tuesday.
This place suck, being like this..
This place suck, being like this..
qwerky90- Number of posts : 161
Location : NZ
Registration date : 2010-01-11
Re: why
life is just not fair. It is pointless and stupid
qwerky90- Number of posts : 161
Location : NZ
Registration date : 2010-01-11
Re: why
I'm so very sad today.
qwerky90- Number of posts : 161
Location : NZ
Registration date : 2010-01-11
Re: why
good luck with counciller today
moonskr- Number of posts : 122
Location : king country
Registration date : 2010-02-01
Re: why
I sort of cancelled on him.....
qwerky90- Number of posts : 161
Location : NZ
Registration date : 2010-01-11
Re: why
Hi Qwerks sorry to hear that things haven't been so good for you and that you felt sad today. It's an awful feeling isn't it? I know what that's like. I really hope that you feel better soon and that life starts to get easier for you. Be kind to yourself and get some extra cuddles from that lovely boyfriend of yours! Hugs too from me to you.
becks- Number of posts : 238
Age : 52
Location : Christchurch
Registration date : 2009-09-27
Re: why
whys it so hard to find the right person in your life feel like im always going to be on my own
traceylee- Number of posts : 49
Age : 58
Location : huntly
Registration date : 2009-08-17
Re: why
i'm with you tracylee. Why is it that whenever I meet someone I think might fit in my life, they decide I don't fit in theirs?
brendazworld- Number of posts : 4
Location : Waitakere City
Registration date : 2010-02-09
Re: why
i'm sorry if my thread has made you feel sad?
qwerky90- Number of posts : 161
Location : NZ
Registration date : 2010-01-11
Re: why
quite the opposite! It gave me a little bit of relief to know i am not the only one that feels this way
brendazworld- Number of posts : 4
Location : Waitakere City
Registration date : 2010-02-09
Re: why
hi querky
i can totally relate to the feelings you are having
and sometimes the best thing for me is to just go with it
let it feel its fury its pain its disgust
then put it on a boat in your mind and let it go down a rugged river, rushing over raggered rocks
watch the pain and hurt on the boat float away
and let it go
we cant change the world
we cant change other ppl
all we can do
is live in our moments
and just try to get by the bad ones
i hope this does make some kinda sense
im not trying to dismiss your distress
or make light of it
just thought i would share
what can work for me sometimes
when my days are total and utter shit bombs
good luck
take care
i can totally relate to the feelings you are having
and sometimes the best thing for me is to just go with it
let it feel its fury its pain its disgust
then put it on a boat in your mind and let it go down a rugged river, rushing over raggered rocks
watch the pain and hurt on the boat float away
and let it go
we cant change the world
we cant change other ppl
all we can do
is live in our moments
and just try to get by the bad ones
i hope this does make some kinda sense
im not trying to dismiss your distress
or make light of it
just thought i would share
what can work for me sometimes
when my days are total and utter shit bombs
good luck
take care
mistameenah- Number of posts : 206
Location : auckland
Registration date : 2009-12-28
Re: why
why when things go wrong i always end up blaming myself
traceylee- Number of posts : 49
Age : 58
Location : huntly
Registration date : 2009-08-17
Re: why
I totally relate to that Traceylee
qwerky90- Number of posts : 161
Location : NZ
Registration date : 2010-01-11
Re: why
This life seems like it's getting worse and worse. I should be happy, thankful, greatful.. why am i not??
qwerky90- Number of posts : 161
Location : NZ
Registration date : 2010-01-11
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