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Post by qwerky90 on Mon Feb 01, 2010 6:59 am

things just aren't fair. I hate being like this. I know it's just something we just have to deal with, but I'm so sick of it. I'm tired of feeling ok, then just drop.

i'm so sad, things make me so depressed. I hate this world. I hate how much pain there is, but I also become sad when I see the good things in life because it makes me feel like I don't deserve it as I should have seen it before. Sad I should know the wonderful things, I should apreciate the little things I have, the big things I have, but this bloody depression, it's driving everything else away..

It's just so difficult trying to see positively when i'm so used to not caring about anything, especially myself.
I'm so scared to see the future as sometimes I want to be part of it, but others, i would just rather escape from it.

It's too hard to explain how i'm feeling Sad
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Post by Guest on Mon Feb 01, 2010 9:11 am

It is hard to explain how we feel when we feel hopeless, lonely and sad. And yes I am sure we can all relate to how you feel Qwerky90.

Please take some comfort that this is temporary - honestly, if you take your meds, eat right, and generally look after yourself, it will be temporary.

Please keep posting when you feel like this Qwerky, it might help,

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Post by qwerky90 on Tue Feb 02, 2010 11:40 pm

I'm going back to my councillor....yay....not. Sad

I don't know why I bother, I can't be farrked anymore..
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Post by traceylee on Wed Feb 03, 2010 7:18 am

i wonder why too this life can be hard at times

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Post by traceylee on Thu Feb 04, 2010 7:09 am

boredom can be also hard seem to have to much time on my hands must try and find new things that arent to difficult for me not sure what yet

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Post by Guest on Thu Feb 04, 2010 7:32 am

when do you go back to your councillor
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Post by traceylee on Thu Feb 04, 2010 8:07 am

i haent got a counserlor

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Post by qwerky90 on Thu Feb 04, 2010 8:18 am

i'm going on Tuesday.

This place suck, being like this..
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Post by qwerky90 on Mon Feb 08, 2010 7:55 am

life is just not fair. It is pointless and stupid
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Post by qwerky90 on Mon Feb 08, 2010 7:12 pm

I'm so very sad today. Sad
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Post by moonskr on Mon Feb 08, 2010 7:53 pm

good luck with counciller today Like a Star @ heaven

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Post by qwerky90 on Mon Feb 08, 2010 9:01 pm

I sort of cancelled on him.....
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Post by becks on Tue Feb 09, 2010 5:42 am

Hi Qwerks sorry to hear that things haven't been so good for you and that you felt sad today. It's an awful feeling isn't it? I know what that's like. I really hope that you feel better soon and that life starts to get easier for you. Be kind to yourself and get some extra cuddles from that lovely boyfriend of yours! Hugs too from me to you. flower
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Post by traceylee on Tue Feb 09, 2010 5:45 am

whys it so hard to find the right person in your life feel like im always going to be on my own

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Post by brendazworld on Tue Feb 09, 2010 6:59 am

i'm with you tracylee. Why is it that whenever I meet someone I think might fit in my life, they decide I don't fit in theirs? confused
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Re: why

Post by qwerky90 on Tue Feb 09, 2010 8:32 am

i'm sorry if my thread has made you feel sad? Sad
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Post by brendazworld on Tue Feb 09, 2010 8:37 am

quite the opposite! It gave me a little bit of relief to know i am not the only one that feels this way flower
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Post by mistameenah on Tue Feb 09, 2010 9:11 pm

hi querky

i can totally relate to the feelings you are having

and sometimes the best thing for me is to just go with it

let it feel its fury its pain its disgust

then put it on a boat in your mind and let it go down a rugged river, rushing over raggered rocks

watch the pain and hurt on the boat float away

and let it go

we cant change the world
we cant change other ppl
all we can do
is live in our moments
and just try to get by the bad ones

i hope this does make some kinda sense

im not trying to dismiss your distress
or make light of it
just thought i would share
what can work for me sometimes
when my days are total and utter shit bombs

good luck
take care
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Post by traceylee on Wed Feb 10, 2010 6:37 am

why when things go wrong i always end up blaming myself

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Post by qwerky90 on Wed Feb 10, 2010 8:51 pm

I totally relate to that Traceylee
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Re: why

Post by qwerky90 on Mon Feb 15, 2010 12:36 am

This life seems like it's getting worse and worse. I should be happy, thankful, greatful.. why am i not??
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