I just don't know, don't see the point
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Re: I just don't know, don't see the point
Lisa, this is crap, hon and you know it.
You know enough to understand that there are shit times, there are gray days and there are sunny days and that even the shittiest day can have a wee bit of sunlight admitted to it, if we choose to let it in.
email me - patq60@xtra.co.nz and talk;, talk about any bloody thing you want but no hon, this suicide stuff, this ending it all, it isn't right.
You are an intelligent young woman with a lot of skills, who also has a Big Black Dog biting her ass right now and this is real life, not a Coppertone Advertisement. This darkness can be got through. You know that.
And I want something else form you please Lisa - a PM from you, with your name and contact address - just pretend ya mum's mislaid it and you're giving it to her again. Why? Cos if I get a knock on the door from the Police, asking me to help trace you via an I.P. Address or whatever, its really going to ruin my night in ways you may have no idea of.
You know I'm not going to be able to go to bed till I know that you're safe tonight. And you know how much it freakn hurts me to sit here at my puter cos of my spinal cord injury n stuff, so hows about we figure out a way to ensure that you're safe and I can lie down, eh?
C'mon hon, its only life, and we can do life here. That is what we do here.
Pat.
You know enough to understand that there are shit times, there are gray days and there are sunny days and that even the shittiest day can have a wee bit of sunlight admitted to it, if we choose to let it in.
email me - patq60@xtra.co.nz and talk;, talk about any bloody thing you want but no hon, this suicide stuff, this ending it all, it isn't right.
You are an intelligent young woman with a lot of skills, who also has a Big Black Dog biting her ass right now and this is real life, not a Coppertone Advertisement. This darkness can be got through. You know that.
And I want something else form you please Lisa - a PM from you, with your name and contact address - just pretend ya mum's mislaid it and you're giving it to her again. Why? Cos if I get a knock on the door from the Police, asking me to help trace you via an I.P. Address or whatever, its really going to ruin my night in ways you may have no idea of.
You know I'm not going to be able to go to bed till I know that you're safe tonight. And you know how much it freakn hurts me to sit here at my puter cos of my spinal cord injury n stuff, so hows about we figure out a way to ensure that you're safe and I can lie down, eh?
C'mon hon, its only life, and we can do life here. That is what we do here.
Pat.
Re: I just don't know, don't see the point
come on Lisa!! You know you have friends and yes we will all miss you! Don't be selfish and put us through this!!
I WANT TO KNOW THAT YOU ARE OK. PLEASE POST A REPLY - ANYTHING.
Your life is worth living... we need to know you are safe.
Oh and by the way..this is life..it is your life and it is our life. Remember that we get one shot at it. Your mother gets one shot at it. ... how would you like your daughter to do this to you?
Please, please (pleading here) don't do this. Contact Paddy, contact anyone...
I WANT TO KNOW THAT YOU ARE OK. PLEASE POST A REPLY - ANYTHING.
Your life is worth living... we need to know you are safe.
Oh and by the way..this is life..it is your life and it is our life. Remember that we get one shot at it. Your mother gets one shot at it. ... how would you like your daughter to do this to you?
Please, please (pleading here) don't do this. Contact Paddy, contact anyone...
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Re: I just don't know, don't see the point
Lisa hon,
Thanks so much for letting me know whassup - I hope that you have managed to get some sleep and that you are feeling more settled today?
That wee smile you had over the bird feeder, it really suited you, 'specially coming out of the dark like that. How about seeing if you can manage another one like it sometime today eh, just cos ya can.
I'll catch up with in in Chat later on hopefully.
Take care, eh?
Pat.
P.S.
Thanks for again you guys for proving again last night how important this place is . And how much you care. You rock.
Thanks so much for letting me know whassup - I hope that you have managed to get some sleep and that you are feeling more settled today?
That wee smile you had over the bird feeder, it really suited you, 'specially coming out of the dark like that. How about seeing if you can manage another one like it sometime today eh, just cos ya can.
I'll catch up with in in Chat later on hopefully.
Take care, eh?
Pat.
P.S.
Thanks for again you guys for proving again last night how important this place is . And how much you care. You rock.
Re: I just don't know, don't see the point
Yes I'm ok, thanks all last night. And sorry
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Re: I just don't know, don't see the point
Really pleased to hear that..you gave me quite a fright!
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Re: I just don't know, don't see the point
At the request of LC, I have Deleted two Posts in this Thread.
She's Fine, is our LC. I'll keep an eye on her for us. Oh, and this Thread is Closed, cos its not needed now.
Bless You All for caring like you do.
She's Fine, is our LC. I'll keep an eye on her for us. Oh, and this Thread is Closed, cos its not needed now.
Bless You All for caring like you do.
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