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Post by Guest on Wed May 06, 2009 12:01 am

I have the panic attacks under control for now, thank you to all for your help.

Now i am just tired. Low... I guess even with all these meds you can still be depressed.
I had an appointment in town - posted some parcels, and waited 40 minutes...had made arrangements to meet a family member. During that time a psych nurse approached spoke to me...two other people spoke to me...... It all just went over my head so to speak.

Realising i had waited for so long and security were beginning to shuffle my way, I left. It took so much energy to get there. I wanted to do jobs, buy wool, get food, DVDs etc..... all i did was got into my car drove home got into bed......

Drugged myself when i woke again

now i am up....... i have tried to get help from eps last week- they said they would pass on my concerns to the community psych team i am with etc....now i just don't don't care. I posted mother's day ideas.... i have got no further with my own idea. I have shut the house off living in the lounge now - not going into the studio - not being reminded - pics everywhere of grandchildren,friends,family artworks.....just tired i guess.

I don't even know why i am writing this...

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Post by Guest on Wed May 06, 2009 7:56 am

hey Poetry, sorrry you are having a rough time....hope things turn around for you soon!

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Post by Guest on Wed May 06, 2009 8:19 am

hey poetry

keep your chin up ay?

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Post by Guest on Thu May 07, 2009 4:10 am

Thank you imstillstanding and mylife.

Was good to see your pic Mylife and your son ...now we have the hang of it we will putting pics everywhere:)

The sleep helped, talking with my mother helped..... still haven't got back to town. Plus side is i woke with right get mother's day hat knitted and felted.. attach some paua on it ...now i have got to get it to her hmmm

FAST POST!!!
I needed to put down in writing how tired i was and try reaching out again because i thought you r gonna go made chook!!! lol Bipolar suxs, Depression Suxs and all the other blimmin labels sux too!!!! sorry wee vent

So thank you for replying to my waffle..... PDN visits on Saturday.
HUGS........
Poetry

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Post by Guest on Thu May 07, 2009 6:19 am

HI there

It is a pleasure to listen to your waffle.. I hope it makes you feel better..

Hey here is the oldest boy.. he would have been 8 (just) when this was taken..

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Post by Guest on Thu May 07, 2009 6:20 am

Opps no, he would have only just turned 7! not 8 - duh.. what type of mother am I?
Smile

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Post by Guest on Thu May 07, 2009 6:11 pm

One that can't count that's all... lol!

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Post by daze7 on Sat May 30, 2009 10:39 pm

Hello Poetry ........ hope you're Ok ..... can't PM you - just thinking of you.

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Post by Guest on Sun May 31, 2009 12:07 am

hi there poet

I hope your ok too...

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Post by Guest on Sat Jun 06, 2009 12:15 pm

I left didn't get to say goodbye
didn't have the chance to thank you
I got lost ... deleted

I went on journey .... a journey
inside
I met Sam - her grief - her intention to give up
give up on this world
I got to see some gruesome stuff, 'stuff' that was stuffed down deep!!
I chatted to Sam for hours on end
Then together with hammer we smashed down some walls
A maze
of Walls

A dam broke - sweeping Sam off her feet
I held out my hand

She ignored it

Instead she swam on her own - and surfaced

I met Sam - stronger - determined to sort out 'stuff'
We parted - with a head shake

flower


Please don't response to this: It was very hard for me to express this. Let's say goodbye to this Post. Arohanui and thank you friends I love you



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Post by Guest on Sat Jul 18, 2009 5:58 am

That was good - very insightful.

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