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Post by Guest on Thu Apr 30, 2009 9:32 am

im on my knees now
my hands are bloody
my head is bowed
the tears they just dont stop

i wont beg anymore
even though ive no shame left
no, i wont ask for anything
cause all you give is pain and
im all full up

but, with what is left in me
il pick up my chin
and spit my broken teeth at you
even if im on my last breath
il curse you

you might win, but youll never take me alive....

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Post by ZenMonsta on Thu Apr 30, 2009 9:47 am

hugs honey
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Post by Guest on Sun May 03, 2009 8:21 pm

How are you now?

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Post by Guest on Mon May 04, 2009 5:33 am

one hour, two hours.....three
one day at a time....
thanks for asking

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Post by Guest on Mon May 04, 2009 6:26 am

Big Hugs imstillstanding wish i could give you one in person.

((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))))))


These little flowers are for you flower flower

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Post by Guest on Mon May 04, 2009 6:43 am

thanks Poetry - has it arrived yet?

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Post by Guest on Mon May 04, 2009 6:49 am

Hi there not yet

yeah i didn't know you had sent them, thank you again, and i mean what i said. If you go back to the post you first did about music you will see the effect your idea had on me. lol and Molly

I will definitely let you know when it arrives
cheers
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Post by Guest on Thu May 07, 2009 9:36 am

this wont stop
this is me and i am it
this rabid cur
under my feet
tripping me at every turn
ive tried everything to beat you
ive fought fire with fire
now im burned to the bone
and nothing will cool this fever
that is killing me
killing me
i have nothing left to give you
yet you want more
i have only my breath
and you want it
my tears are gone
along with my hope
ashes, ashes
what you want the most
i wont give you


at least not yet

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Post by Guest on Thu May 07, 2009 6:19 pm

Not ever, imstillstanding.... not ever

Big ((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))
Thinking of you, take care

Poetry I love you

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Post by Guest on Fri May 08, 2009 10:37 am

don't ever give up....I look forward to your posts!

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Post by Guest on Thu May 28, 2009 1:48 pm

Hey ISS how are you doing?
Thinking of you

((((BIG HUGS ))))))

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Post by Guest on Sun May 31, 2009 11:00 am

life is like dust in my eyes some times - as it is with all of us

Poetry - how are you? we miss you!

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Post by Guest on Sun Jun 28, 2009 3:32 am

ISS haven't heard from ya for a while!

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Post by Guest on Thu Aug 20, 2009 10:03 am

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Post by Guest on Thu Aug 20, 2009 10:50 pm

I try not to as well, but it doesn't always work! Sad

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Post by Mere.Kat on Sun Aug 23, 2009 8:58 am

are yu writing these peoms?
cuz there amazing.
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Post by Guest on Sun Aug 23, 2009 9:16 am

yep all me, thank you
i have read somewhere that art only comes from pain not happiness, so maybe that has something to do with it Wink

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Post by Paddy on Sun Aug 23, 2009 10:37 am

Well, your art might come from pain, but trust me, it brings light. So there. cheers

How can we move you closer to your own light, so its warmth bathes and protects you too? 'Cos its quite some light you cast, iss. flower
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Post by Guest on Sun Aug 23, 2009 11:51 am

thank you Paddy - thats really nice of you to say - and im tryin, im tryin!!

i was actually reminded of a quote the other day from my favourite novel...
"at the end of my search i wanted to be able to say: i dont know how i could have tried harder"
- and as im still breathing, it's my responsiblity to keep trying!!

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Post by Guest on Tue Aug 25, 2009 4:59 am

how are you today iss

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Post by Guest on Tue Aug 25, 2009 5:46 am

i was just wondering: how do i define apathy when i just dont care? Wink

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Post by Guest on Tue Aug 25, 2009 7:52 am

Yep, that is a good description.

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Post by Guest on Tue Aug 25, 2009 7:58 am

I use the word 'meh'

basically sums it up when I'm feeling like that Smile

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Post by Guest on Tue Aug 25, 2009 9:00 am

meh is an ok word, until recently i just swore!

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Post by Guest on Sun Aug 30, 2009 8:30 am

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