Hello from Auckland
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Hello from Auckland
Hi There
My lovely friend directed me here and glad that I have.
At present I am living in Auckland, but soon moving back home to Christchurch, New Zealand.
I have suffered with severe depression, a personality disorder and anxiety all my life.
After my second living child in 2006, I got severe Post Natal Depression(PND), Anxiety, Panic attacks, PTSD, you name it.
I have had some sort of a handle on it, but since a bad family accident last year (which changed our lives forever), 10 m/c varying between 10 - 20 weeks (most recent being Jan 2013 - and before that Bella at 19w6D in April 2012), financial disrepair, homelessness, and several movements, I have found myself in continuous free-fall never finding the end to the black hole. I had a weekend in hospital last weekend for a post m/c infection as well as severe dehydration. Once I drop my children off at school I spend all day in my car because I have no where else to go.
This time round, I am finding it really hard to get out of this dark place I have found myself in. I have returned to self-harming and don't like where it is leaving me.
I lack support and understanding and just don't want to feel so alone anymore.
Thanks for reading
My lovely friend directed me here and glad that I have.
At present I am living in Auckland, but soon moving back home to Christchurch, New Zealand.
I have suffered with severe depression, a personality disorder and anxiety all my life.
After my second living child in 2006, I got severe Post Natal Depression(PND), Anxiety, Panic attacks, PTSD, you name it.
I have had some sort of a handle on it, but since a bad family accident last year (which changed our lives forever), 10 m/c varying between 10 - 20 weeks (most recent being Jan 2013 - and before that Bella at 19w6D in April 2012), financial disrepair, homelessness, and several movements, I have found myself in continuous free-fall never finding the end to the black hole. I had a weekend in hospital last weekend for a post m/c infection as well as severe dehydration. Once I drop my children off at school I spend all day in my car because I have no where else to go.
This time round, I am finding it really hard to get out of this dark place I have found myself in. I have returned to self-harming and don't like where it is leaving me.
I lack support and understanding and just don't want to feel so alone anymore.
Thanks for reading
BigBlackDog- Number of posts : 6
Age : 43
Location : Auckland, New Zealand
Registration date : 2013-03-02
Re: Hello from Auckland
Hugs dear, anmd welcome to the forum
zin- Number of posts : 94
Location : Waikato
Registration date : 2010-09-22
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