you know I could lose it today
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you know I could lose it today
After not much sleep and a dream that ended with me being back where I started in my adult life I feel a tension like if one thing goes wrong today I could lose it.
I wish I had access to firearms (could give myself or someone else a "9mm Headache" ha ha ha). I heard that on the radio this morning some Florida ex CIA man describing a euphemism for gangland execution. Gave me a laugh.
So better make sure that I don't don't do anything that could go wrong for my own safety.
My throat is tight my eyes are teary I guess it will pass in time
I'll just distract myself till then. Thank god for digital entertainment and anonymity.
I wish I had access to firearms (could give myself or someone else a "9mm Headache" ha ha ha). I heard that on the radio this morning some Florida ex CIA man describing a euphemism for gangland execution. Gave me a laugh.
So better make sure that I don't don't do anything that could go wrong for my own safety.
My throat is tight my eyes are teary I guess it will pass in time
I'll just distract myself till then. Thank god for digital entertainment and anonymity.
Last edited by deathsoonplease on Mon Jul 16, 2012 10:44 pm; edited 1 time in total (Reason for editing : myob)
deathsoonplease- Number of posts : 30
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Re: you know I could lose it today
Hey, Just hold tight. Minute by minute hey.... Tiredness....surely does nothing to help bad feelings. can you simply rest today.
I will keep this window open and come back and see if you are wanting to chat.
XO
I will keep this window open and come back and see if you are wanting to chat.
XO
Apricot- Number of posts : 216
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Re: you know I could lose it today
sorry to hear that today is not a good a good day for you.
xox
xox
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