hiya

Hi all

I'm new here... not sure why I am here really.... I guess on top of everything else I have no family or support and locked up alone in my house.
I'm struggling to make it through each day. Apart from the computer, I have no phone and no money or food and I can't get any help with no petrol or money for transport. I don't live near town. I have missed my 2 appts at Community Mental Health cos I have no way of ringing them or seeing them and no one has bothered to come by to see me. My benefit just pays the household bills and that's it. I was passed onto the Community Mental Health by the Crisis team at the hospital. I can no longer talk to ppl, I have become mute which makes communication near impossible. I don't want to continue on, I hate my life, myself. I keep planning on ending it... haven't actually attempted it but I know I will very soon as I can't bare this much longer, I don't want to live this empty hurtful life.

Sori not a nice intro
Hayleigh