I don't want to complain or moan but I have to

Am so over everything!! The last few weeks have not been overly great.

Nana is unwell, spending most of her time in bed now, mum and her sister are trying to convince Grandad that she NEEDS to be in a home, no luck so far.

One of my Aunty's is being tested for the possibility of skin cancer.

One flatmate is leaving, we are having trouble finding someone to take her place.

D is applying for jobs in Auckland. Our lease expires mid September, I dunno yet what I'm gonna do or where I'm gonna go but I know I'm gonna need money and am not sure where that will come from.

Have had annoying cough the last 4 weeks or so, at times it's coughing to the point where I'm pretty much vomiting. Not nice.

Last 2-3 weeks have been in quite a bit of pain, finally admitted it to a friend tonight. Right leg from bottom of knee to ankle hurts like hell which then makes me appear to have a limp, left side of neck is sore, right shoulder is sore, lower back is sore and occasionally upper back, left side around hip area is sore, will occasionally get sharp pains around the rib area and chest is sore from all the coughing. Have also noticed some bruises on my left side in the last couple of days and not sure where they came from. Cannot afford my doctor as already owe them around $100.

Just fed up and over everything.