Keeping my head above water
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Keeping my head above water
Hi all. Im new here and I have no one else to talk to. Well no one else who can understand what depression is really like.
Well I have spent most of last year getting rid of my baggage. I thought things would get better with most of my issues resolved, why then do i still feel like i am only just getting through each day. I am so frustrated i feel useless like there is no light at the end of the tunnel. One suicide attempt an unsuccessful one at that. On anti depressants with no hope of coming off them (i would hate to think what I would be like without them) A black hole seems to swallow me up for no reason. Things can go really really well and I still feel down there does not seem to be any rhyme or reason to this vicious cycle which I cannot seem to break. One day maybe but im not holding my breath.
Well I have spent most of last year getting rid of my baggage. I thought things would get better with most of my issues resolved, why then do i still feel like i am only just getting through each day. I am so frustrated i feel useless like there is no light at the end of the tunnel. One suicide attempt an unsuccessful one at that. On anti depressants with no hope of coming off them (i would hate to think what I would be like without them) A black hole seems to swallow me up for no reason. Things can go really really well and I still feel down there does not seem to be any rhyme or reason to this vicious cycle which I cannot seem to break. One day maybe but im not holding my breath.
IBMAREE- Number of posts : 35
Location : Auckland
Registration date : 2011-02-03
Re: Keeping my head above water
Wlcome and hugz to you
mumtothree- Number of posts : 292
Location : Palmerston North
Registration date : 2009-08-27
Re: Keeping my head above water
definaltley one day maree, theres hope for all of us.. it just doesnt feel that way alot of the time, i know. Im really sorry to hear your struggling so much but you have come to the right place, these boards are great, the people are great and know where your comming from,
take it one day at a time, one hour or minute if you have to, what ever it takes to survive and eventually i pray the good days will well outway the bad ones
take care and keep posting
nikki.
take it one day at a time, one hour or minute if you have to, what ever it takes to survive and eventually i pray the good days will well outway the bad ones
take care and keep posting
nikki.
nzmum- Number of posts : 201
Location : palmerston north nz
Registration date : 2011-01-29
Re: Keeping my head above water
Welcome to TBBD IBMAREE, it's great that you have found this site
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