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Post by littlestar8 Tue Sep 21, 2010 10:40 pm

im feeling verry low at the meoment i lost my son over a year a go now and thought after the 1 year mark things would get better. but they not i cant seem to find a j ob ive lost most of my friend the ones i have left all seem to have kids and i cant always seem to be around them i feel to uncatable going to the gym im a member of cause they know what happend im sick of feeling like the young mum that baby died. people dont seem to remmber who i was before all this happened. i seem to be in a rant and cant get out of it. i want to scream im still me but then sum times i feel like im not the same at all in fact i dont relly no what im like any more as deprission and anxitey have taken over me. im not on any medication as i didnt like they way they made me feel and i couldnt grive for my son they just made everything num. i have changed me diet and try to go for walks most days although the weather inst alwoing this at the meoment i have a list of foods that are ment to help with anxitey and deprission and i think they do to a point i alwys take herbel mediction like resurey remanday and barch falwres . i relly am hopeing life will start to look up .
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Post by Guest Wed Sep 22, 2010 2:36 am

LittleStar

I have no idea what it is like to lose a child, of any age. I can't begin to understand how hard that must be, and I expect you might need counselling for such a trauma for years..

Its true you are the same person that you were, but you must surely be an older wiser version. There are so many cliches jumping into my head.. "you will be stronger because of going through this"... " what doesn't kill you makes you stronger" etc.. but none of that will make a spec of difference until you are ready to hear it.

One thing I do know about grief is that there is no time frame on it.. One year.. one decade, one lifetime.. it will sneak up on you when you least want it to. In the mean time you have a life of your own to live.

Take VERY gentle care of yourself. .

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Post by Martine Mon Sep 27, 2010 5:36 am

Dear Little Star

I hope you are OK.

Losing a child is a tragedy which no person should be called on to endure, and there are trained and qualified counsellors who can go down that path with you, if you are unemployed there are free sessions available to you but only if you want them.

Please be really nice to yourself and go back to your Doctor, maybe antidepressants are not for you, but professional guidance is, and I sincerely hope that you are able to accept it.

Yes you are your own person, yes you are allowed to enjoy life again, and laugh again, you are not only "the mum of the baby that died" that is part of you not all of you.

Love to you

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Post by littlestar8 Tue Sep 28, 2010 9:20 am

thankyou both for your support.

i am seeing a pyoclisgest for counseling at the moment. and yes i will probbly need to see one again in the future this is my third lot of conseling since Alistar past away but id rather ask for help than feel like im going crazy.

things have started to look up this week so hopefully will contuie to look up

thanksagain for your support
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