Proud I made it thru another day

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Proud I made it thru another day

Post by GrandmaT on Mon Jan 04, 2010 1:59 pm

and that no matter how much the thought of suicide dominates my thoughts I can not/ will not hurt my family like that. No

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Re: Proud I made it thru another day

Post by Guest on Mon Jan 04, 2010 5:35 pm

Well done GrandmaT,

I am proud of you too!! Smile

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Post by Martine on Tue Jan 05, 2010 1:37 pm

Hi Grandma T

I am proud of you too, you are brave, I think we all are here to choose to live. We folk who feel suicidal don't hate life. We love it more than anything.

Its our crap fecking awful circumstances we hate and the messes we get into that we hate. That's what I think. Today I enrolled at CPit a technical college in Christchurch on an Opportunity for Women course. I am really proud of myself, there was a queue of women fifty something and over all looking anxious and a few asian ladies as well. I was so chuffed that all these women including me found the strength to even try to look at a better future for themselves.

Grandma T I hope that you find day by day with the rest of us on here the courage to face the next day with a wee bit of hope. Love and good wishes to you. Martine

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Post by Martine on Tue Jan 05, 2010 1:39 pm

PS None of us ask for this depressive illness, its a bugger isn't it.

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Post by GrandmaT on Wed Jan 06, 2010 11:00 am

*sighs* thanks for your postitive messages folks, I've been like this since I was 14 and first tried to kill myself. Good thing I'm so thick or stupid or scared that I can't quite work out how to do it lol.

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Re: Proud I made it thru another day

Post by Paddy on Thu Jan 07, 2010 1:30 am

Congrats, GT - you are finding out one of our secrets.

Every Midnight, we have ANOTHER HUGE WIN - another day done which never need be faced again. We are survivors here, so Welcome to our Exclusive Club. cheers

Membership is not guaranteed to always be easy or even fun, but as I'm reminded, some clever sod here did say that 'Misery isn't Complulsory.' Not always, it aint.

We are allowed to empower ourselves to find the occasional smile, true. Sometimes, we need to open our eyes cos those smile-making things are quite often not very far way. Pffft, ya don't believe me, do you? I understand that too. It is true, I PaddyPromise. It took me too long to understand that, so I hope that you catch on sooner than I did, hon. Wink cheers flower

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Re: Proud I made it thru another day

Post by becks on Thu Jan 07, 2010 7:57 am

Go team TBBD-we can do it! Nearly another day Grandma T; well done girl. Wink
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Post by Guest on Sun Jan 10, 2010 1:39 am

well i've made it through another day, lets aim for two!

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Post by Martine on Mon Jan 11, 2010 2:31 pm

I made it thru a whole WEEKEND I have to find meaningful work though.

And I don't know where to begin.

Maybe if I go to WINZ they will do anything to not give me money and force me into a humdrum dreary job which would suit me just fine.

Anything but Mental Health Nursing its just about killed me.

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Post by Guest on Mon Jan 11, 2010 9:29 pm

Well done Maritine - a weekend yay!

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