I JUST WANTED TO SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I JUST WANTED TO SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have had enough of being "Ill"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Everything I think I am getting back on track, within a month I am back feeling like shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Now I am on Quetiapine I dont even get my massive highs like I used to!!! I loved feeling like I could take over the world! I havent felt like that in nearly a month now. And once again I feel like shit!!! (And not its not PSM. coz it happens dif times ever month!
I have just been feeling flat, and getting on with life! But now I feel like ending it all!!! For no reason! I want to crawl up and die. I hate feeling like this! I want hyper me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I wish I didn't Board-line Personality Disorder!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Or was at on something that helps!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*SCREAMS SCREAMS, SCREAMS AND A FEW MORE SCREAM SCREAM, I WANT THE HYPER HAPPY ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*
Everything I think I am getting back on track, within a month I am back feeling like shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Now I am on Quetiapine I dont even get my massive highs like I used to!!! I loved feeling like I could take over the world! I havent felt like that in nearly a month now. And once again I feel like shit!!! (And not its not PSM. coz it happens dif times ever month!
I have just been feeling flat, and getting on with life! But now I feel like ending it all!!! For no reason! I want to crawl up and die. I hate feeling like this! I want hyper me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I wish I didn't Board-line Personality Disorder!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Or was at on something that helps!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*SCREAMS SCREAMS, SCREAMS AND A FEW MORE SCREAM SCREAM, I WANT THE HYPER HAPPY ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*
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