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Post by Guest Mon Nov 23, 2009 3:01 am

I'm losing patience with this whole thing.
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Over it, OVER IT!
Please, I hate feeling like this. Sad

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Post by Guest Mon Nov 23, 2009 5:20 am

And what can be done miss qwerky90.

What do you think?


What can we do to help you?

What can you do to help yourself,

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Post by laworder Mon Nov 23, 2009 7:00 am

It is hard when you are feeling like crap and wondering when it will ever end.
Remember that "this too will pass" - something that I hung onto through some dark times. Although it can seem to take forever to pass when you are in the midst of it

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Post by Guest Mon Nov 23, 2009 7:56 am

I don't know. I'm trying to stay positive. I'm trying to look on the positive side of things. I'm just tired of this. I'm tired of feeling ok, then not.
I'm sick of this, it's not fair at all.

I don't see a point. I promise i'm trying to but it is so hard.

I feel numb sometimes with my increase of meds. The reality of this makes me feel so sick, but the reality only comes rarely.

WHY? Sad Sad Sad

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Post by becks Mon Nov 23, 2009 8:33 am

Hi Querky I really don't know what to say other than hang in there. I'm sorry your're in so much mental pain-it's a bitch aint it? I hope you start feeling better soon. Please take care. Hugs. Becks. I love you flower
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Post by Guest Mon Nov 23, 2009 2:05 pm

Can't sleep, keep thinking. gah!

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Post by Guest Mon Nov 23, 2009 9:42 pm

Hang in there girl!!

It will come right!

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Post by Guest Mon Nov 23, 2009 11:35 pm

Easier said than done, you know that.

But my god, this is honestly doing my head in. I can't handle it, yet I can't end it, I can't hurt the ones I love.

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Post by Guest Tue Nov 24, 2009 4:29 am

Yes it is easier said than done.

I know that.

Remember I tried other methods not that long ago. They have side effects too of the emotional kind on your close friends and family.

Keep going, you'll see the finish line when it is time...and you will be better for it.

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Post by Guest Sun Nov 29, 2009 11:59 pm

Life is not fair,
not fair at all.
Once you're up,
then you fall.

Fall downhill,
fall further than before,
Not knowing the pain there,
would be a whole lot more.

People who love you
the ones that try,
You may say you're alright,
but you know that's a lie.

Sometimes it's ok,
sometimes it's fine,
but it's hard to tell,
with that brain of mine.

I want it gone,
I need it go,
I hate being in this dreadful low,

But for now it stays,
like a horrible smell,
It's like it laughs,
As I go through hell.

One day it will be gone,
or it could possibly win,
I won't be here,
and it will then grin.

"Another victim i've bet,
yet they were so close,
to have rid got of me,
and to be free"

Life's not fair,
Not fair at all,
You could be fine,
but that's not true at all.

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Post by Guest Mon Nov 30, 2009 6:11 am

it's not worth it anymore

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Post by Guest Mon Nov 30, 2009 8:29 am

where is someone when you need them huh...

*sigh*

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Post by peterpam Mon Nov 30, 2009 7:49 pm

Oh Qwerky, hang in there hun, life is worth it, it will get better. Sending you loveing thoughts and a huge big hug to help you through your day. Pam

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Post by Guest Mon Nov 30, 2009 8:34 pm

hey qwerky, keep going forward even if you slip back...

You'll be ok.

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Post by Guest Mon Nov 30, 2009 9:12 pm

There is no point anymore.

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Post by peterpam Mon Nov 30, 2009 9:23 pm

Come on Qwerky yes there is. You have freinds and family who love you. You got through yesterday, just as you WILL get through today. It will get better, you just need to stay focused on the positive stuff. Hugs

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Post by Guest Mon Nov 30, 2009 9:37 pm

I have no friends. No one I hang out with, but I don't care as it will make it easier...
I hardly see my parents now, but that is too my choice as I don't want to see their faces when they realise how much pain i'm in.

I don't deserve to have my boyfriend as he has been great to me, throughout it all.

Honestly, i'm on the verge of giving up. I'm sorry.

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Post by Guest Mon Nov 30, 2009 11:05 pm

there is

Remember the flowers you got last week,

Remember the times Jono has said he loved you

Remember the times you have spent with your parents

Remember the times you have spent with Samiam

Just keep going

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Post by Guest Mon Nov 30, 2009 11:24 pm

it's just not worth it anymore.

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Post by Guest Mon Nov 30, 2009 11:59 pm

there is

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Post by Guest Tue Dec 01, 2009 2:14 am

OMG I can't do this. I'm shaking because I don't know what to do.

I have given myself a headache. Why do people go on like this?

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Post by Guest Tue Dec 01, 2009 3:16 am

I can't F***ING do it anymore

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Post by becks Tue Dec 01, 2009 4:22 am

Hi Qwerky I am so sorry that you are having a really awful time. I don't know what to say other than hang in there. I know everything seems pointless and you feel so utterly hopeless and life is so hard. I know what I'm saying because I've felt like this too. Things can improve and will do-I know it doesn't feel like it now. I know from experience that it will. It's important too that you know that people love and care for you and want you around. I have some telephone numbers that might be helpful...Lifeline 0800 543 354 and The Depression Line 0800 111 757. Please ring one of these phone numbers. over this 787356 You are welcome to P.M me. Please let us know how you are.
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Post by peterpam Tue Dec 01, 2009 7:52 pm

Morning Qwerky, just popped in to give you another hug and hope you are feeling a little better today. Take care hun, we are all here for you, Pam.

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Post by Guest Tue Dec 01, 2009 9:21 pm

Hey Qwerky

Are you feeling better today?

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