Hello....

gm you really are a beautiful soul

however I feel that all my soul wants right now is an out...a permanent out...away from the crap that is me...that would explain the nightmares where I am fighting for my life...being hunted by both those who claim to love and those unknown and wake with my heart feeling like it is about to explode from the stress and terror caused

britelite wrote:gm you really are a beautiful soul

however I feel that all my soul wants right now is an out...a permanent out...away from the crap that is me...that would explain the nightmares where I am fighting for my life...being hunted by both those who claim to love and those unknown and wake with my heart feeling like it is about to explode from the stress and terror caused

You are perfectly CORRECT!
You Soul is being stiffled by these things you dream
but in reality,you never created these dreams, did you.
You are yet to realise your POWER by becomming a concious-dreamer Brite!
If you could beguin the process of becomming more concious,you will clear-way the dross-emmotional energy that creates dreams inside the Subconciousmind.
These dreams have been created by belif thought and earlier-events in your life where
you have been over-power and manipulated by Others about you.
This can(in deeper areas)go rt back to Mum an Dad.
Energy of this Nature is like a Ghost in the mind.
Once seen for what it is and released,
the dreams POWER is gifted into the Concious-You and you become not only more Powerful
but also wiser in a SELF-sence.
All dreams are parts of Ourself!
They can be de-coded!