Who am I? Please, please help.

Did he tell them that u have depression or that your tired all the time? If he told them about the dep I would be ashamed and embarrassed too, just because I know how it feels. However it could be good sometimes, when your having mood swings, or tear up or cry randomly maybe they will understand.

I just read the rest of your thread, good on you for going to get the help. I know how you feel about feeling like your attention seeking around people that know the truth. I was my real self with a couple of my friends, and it just happened to be that my real self just wanted to talk about things going on in my head, which seem dramatic to everybody else (sucidal stuff) but for us its an everyday reality that we do have to fight with. With all other people I had on my 'happy mask' so that no one knew anything was up.

Yeah, I know what you mean, and yes my boss told them I had depression...And just before she openly spoke about medication...GOD

Jeez.. bit full on. But at least it sounds like your boss is really caring and trying to be understanding, always a plus!

I want to go home right now, but i'm too scared to ask her, becasue it feels like I'm being pathetic..

oh qwerky, you know deep down you are not pathetic!

I'm a lost little soul trying to find her way home...

and home you will go..

one day..

yeah one day

I feel good today. Maybe the meds are kicking in slowly..

Back to work tomorrow, eek.

Wow, that is good news qwerky. Hope things are on the up for you.

yay

I'm not having my sleeping pills tonight so I do hope I can have a good nights sleep...

GOOD LUCK!

Had a shit sleep, but oh well..