http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/feed/? Latest topics Tue, 24 Nov 2009 01:24:11 GMT 10 http://illiweb.com/fa/prosilver/site_logo.gif http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/feed/? http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/general-discussion-f1/christchurch-anyone-who-lives-here-could-use-your-help-t1254.htm Garfield Hello, I currently live in palmerston north, my husband and I and our two children are thinking ofmoving to christchurch in a couple of years. I have never even visted it, (will be in easter next year) but we were thinking of moving there to be a little closer (the same island at least) as my parents who live in blenhiem. I suppose what I want to know is the good, the bad and the ugly about it. I know it's everyones personal opion but at least I make my own judge to some degree ... General Discussion Tue, 24 Nov 2009 01:24:11 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/general-discussion-f1/christchurch-anyone-who-lives-here-could-use-your-help-t1254.htm#11374 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/general-discussion-f1/christchurch-anyone-who-lives-here-could-use-your-help-t1254.htm http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/the-ventilation-chamber-f8/how-the-hell-can-life-be-so-damn-unfair-t1248.htm logical-cents Just found out a workmate died today, collapsed and had a seizure in his isle and then died, not sure what caused it yet. This is the guy that recommended his doc to me, he had bi-polar, was a good guy. Had another workmate die earlier this year, she was too young to go as well. Another workmate is still currently in hospital, where she has been for the 3 or so weeks with meningitis and she nearly died. Another workmate has been in and out of hospital the last 8 months with heart problems. ... The Ventilation Chamber Fri, 20 Nov 2009 06:19:34 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/the-ventilation-chamber-f8/how-the-hell-can-life-be-so-damn-unfair-t1248.htm#11289 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/the-ventilation-chamber-f8/how-the-hell-can-life-be-so-damn-unfair-t1248.htm http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/medications-f15/citalopram-t1151.htm Anonymous
I've been on citalopram for about 3 months..
Just say I stop 'Cold turkey'. What could happen? Something/Nothing?

I have searched on the net but found nothing, so thought i'd come here..

I suppose any ideas would be nice.

Thanks]]> Medications Sun, 18 Oct 2009 22:28:10 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/medications-f15/citalopram-t1151.htm#10427 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/medications-f15/citalopram-t1151.htm http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/general-discussion-f1/the-good-things-in-your-day-t52.htm Lonely Girl
Hopefully we can keep this going and come and look and the good things and it might just give us another smile for the day.]]> General Discussion Sat, 20 Sep 2008 22:41:08 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/general-discussion-f1/the-good-things-in-your-day-t52.htm#349 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/general-discussion-f1/the-good-things-in-your-day-t52.htm http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/the-ventilation-chamber-f8/over-this-t1253.htm qwerky90

Over it, OVER IT!
Please, I hate feeling like this. ]]> The Ventilation Chamber Mon, 23 Nov 2009 03:01:01 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/the-ventilation-chamber-f8/over-this-t1253.htm#11343 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/the-ventilation-chamber-f8/over-this-t1253.htm http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/in-our-own-words-writing-to-survive-f5/no-title-warning-may-contain-or-mention-trigger-stuff-t1239.htm Paddy2 I found this a few days ago, amongst some 'Sunnyside Days' writing I feared was lost. The old bastard has been dead for a few years now, but feck, this particular episode still feels a bit raw, By Golly. Perhaps I should stop picking it to bits in my brain, sigh. Things folk stay can stick in the head sometimes - give me sticks and stones, any bloody day. THANKS, DAD: 6 March 1998 I saw my dad two days ago For the first time in a year He is 75 years old Ex WWII ... In Our Own Words - writing to survive Sun, 15 Nov 2009 07:37:02 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/in-our-own-words-writing-to-survive-f5/no-title-warning-may-contain-or-mention-trigger-stuff-t1239.htm#11194 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/in-our-own-words-writing-to-survive-f5/no-title-warning-may-contain-or-mention-trigger-stuff-t1239.htm http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/my-journal-f9/i-live-in-my-own-little-worldbut-it-s-okay-they-know-me-here-t1227.htm Garfield Hello World it's me........again. well today has not been to bad, except for the lack of sleep last night from worrie about my job having to go to the doctors to get a letter to take to said job to inform them that I have....uuuuuh deep breath ....wait for it.......a mental illness ..yes folks...surprise suprise ....for some people.... anyhoo was just asking for my hours to be cut back from 6-11pm to 6-10pm as I am finding it hard to cope with 11pm finsihes. I basically got what I ... My Journal Thu, 12 Nov 2009 01:46:24 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/my-journal-f9/i-live-in-my-own-little-worldbut-it-s-okay-they-know-me-here-t1227.htm#11100 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/my-journal-f9/i-live-in-my-own-little-worldbut-it-s-okay-they-know-me-here-t1227.htm http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/general-discussion-f1/global-warming-sea-level-rising-etc-t1244.htm Paddy2 You saw it here first. Remember that, you can tell your Grandkids you read history being made, right here at TBBD. An Solution to Global Warming & Predicted Sea Level Height Rises I was just listening to news on National Radio (old farts do stuff like that, sigh) and there was something about a scientific ship based drilling rig that has the capability to drill down 400m and retrieve ancient core samples etc from the sea floor. Good on them, I thought. Then I thought, ... General Discussion Mon, 16 Nov 2009 10:19:37 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/general-discussion-f1/global-warming-sea-level-rising-etc-t1244.htm#11240 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/general-discussion-f1/global-warming-sea-level-rising-etc-t1244.htm http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/general-discussion-f1/pyromania-fire-starter-t1176.htm woppow Hello all. Recently I have become concerned with how I am releasing my stress and worry. - Lighting fires. Not big fires. Just smalls ones. Not causing any damage and most of the time they have been controlled. Last night I was really low and just want for a walk around the block before I knew it I was setting fire to peoples Newspapers that I nicked out of their letter boxes. At the local play ground. It got a bit big and then a bit out of control. This for some reason lifted my mood ... General Discussion Mon, 26 Oct 2009 01:52:16 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/general-discussion-f1/pyromania-fire-starter-t1176.htm#10605 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/general-discussion-f1/pyromania-fire-starter-t1176.htm http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/welcome-area-f22/tari-welcome-t1251.htm Paddy2 Welcome to TBBD Message Board & Chat Room Tari and Thanks for choosing to join us. Please, make yaself at home and we hope that you find ways to make good use of our sanctuary here at TBBD. Our Chat Room thingy can be found near the bottom of our Home Page - it requires you to 'login to' the Chat Room as well to use it, otherwise it not not generally visable to anyone not logged in at TBBD. Take care and Thanks again Paddy. Welcome Area Sun, 22 Nov 2009 04:09:47 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/welcome-area-f22/tari-welcome-t1251.htm#11326 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/welcome-area-f22/tari-welcome-t1251.htm http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/general-discussion-f1/current-events-t1252.htm JK Hey Paddy Have you considered having a current events section of the forum? I found this article pretty interesting http://www.stuff.co.nz/technology/digital-living/3086499/I-was-sacked-because-of-Facebook-photos What a lame assumption that if you are photographed having fun at one moment, you can not be suffering from depression. General Discussion Sun, 22 Nov 2009 16:04:29 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/general-discussion-f1/current-events-t1252.htm#11331 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/general-discussion-f1/current-events-t1252.htm http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/my-journal-f9/jk-my-space-t718.htm Anonymous Not many of you know, but most of the time I am on TBBD - I am lying in my bed, my laptop on my tummy and my neck propped up on 3 or 4 pillows. This is undoubtedly a terrible posture and the reason my back gets so sore. So why do I do it? It is my safe place. I often just feel so overwhelmed with my life that all I want to do is go home, pull the curtains, lock the door, and pull my laptop out. From here, I have direct control over what I see, who I talk to, and what I think about. ... My Journal Wed, 20 May 2009 23:54:34 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/my-journal-f9/jk-my-space-t718.htm#5360 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/my-journal-f9/jk-my-space-t718.htm http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/things-i-m-proud-of-f17/finially-finishing-my-table-and-chairs-t1221.htm logical-cents Well just about, just need to buy the clear vinyl stuff I want to cover top of table. Brought the set of TM probably close to 18months ago with plans of recovering the chairs and re-painting it all, and now in the last week I've finally finished it. This is what happens when I'm not working as much lol. Please ignore any mess in the background or on the floor. Table: Chairs: And put it all together: Things I'm Proud Of Wed, 11 Nov 2009 00:19:24 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/things-i-m-proud-of-f17/finially-finishing-my-table-and-chairs-t1221.htm#11062 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/things-i-m-proud-of-f17/finially-finishing-my-table-and-chairs-t1221.htm http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/my-journal-f9/i-m-taking-it-day-by-day-t848.htm Anonymous Well I think I should start this journal off on a good note- My partner and I have brought a new kitten. His name is Felix and he is about 9 weeks old. Unfortunately my partner and I don't live together (we're still a bit young), so Felix lives at their house. Having something to look after has made life more worth living. As my friend said, Felix will give me something to focus on, instead of living day to day having nothing really in my life. My Journal Tue, 23 Jun 2009 22:21:39 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/my-journal-f9/i-m-taking-it-day-by-day-t848.htm#7014 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/my-journal-f9/i-m-taking-it-day-by-day-t848.htm http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/my-journal-f9/once-upon-a-time-t863.htm mylife Once upon a time there was a little girl. She lived with her parents, an older sister (by 8 and a half years), and an older brother (by about 7 years) behind a dairy in the the heart of Auckland city. Not quite 5 this little girl was due to start school and was very excited. She did not have any friends outside her family and was keen to make some. Each day she would take her tea set to the back yard, with some smarties and water and try and imagine what school was like. She would write ... My Journal Sat, 27 Jun 2009 22:08:30 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/my-journal-f9/once-upon-a-time-t863.htm#7197 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/my-journal-f9/once-upon-a-time-t863.htm http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/the-ventilation-chamber-f8/bloody-meds-t1250.htm Angelique I feel worse not beta, FN doc writes a scrip and leaves me to it with no god damn support

mayb if I take em all at once that'll work!!!!!!!!

WHY CAN'T ANYONE HEAR ME SCREAM]]> The Ventilation Chamber Fri, 20 Nov 2009 19:21:23 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/the-ventilation-chamber-f8/bloody-meds-t1250.htm#11299 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/the-ventilation-chamber-f8/bloody-meds-t1250.htm http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/medications-f15/which-drugs-cause-hair-loss-t1249.htm harshan * Blood-thinners and anti-coagulants - warfarin, heparin. * Seizure medications - dilantin. * Gout medications - colchicine, alopurinol. * Blood pressure treatments - b-blockers, diuretics. * Anti-inflammatories - prednisone. * Cholesterol medication. * Anti-depressants - Lithium, Elavil, Celexa, Prozac, Paxil, Zoloft. * Chemotherapy. * Thyroid medications. * Oral contraceptives - especially if high in progestins. * Other - diet pills, ... Medications Fri, 20 Nov 2009 06:35:36 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/medications-f15/which-drugs-cause-hair-loss-t1249.htm#11290 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/medications-f15/which-drugs-cause-hair-loss-t1249.htm http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/the-ventilation-chamber-f8/no-more-t1247.htm Angelique
NO MORE... NO MORE... NO MORE... AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


NO RESPONSES]]> The Ventilation Chamber Thu, 19 Nov 2009 19:40:57 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/the-ventilation-chamber-f8/no-more-t1247.htm#11285 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/the-ventilation-chamber-f8/no-more-t1247.htm http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/the-ventilation-chamber-f8/alcohol-t1231.htm laworder I came here tonight initially to vent, but got distracted posting to/ replying on some other threads here... and I now feel considerably better as a result... So once again, a big Thank you to Paddy! But anyway, on to what I originally set out to do... My partner drinks - not all the time now, thank God, but he had a couple of bottles of wine tonight. Partly because of this I felt sad and down. He hasn't been drinking much at all in the last few weeks though. I hate alcohol. ... The Ventilation Chamber Thu, 12 Nov 2009 14:56:25 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/the-ventilation-chamber-f8/alcohol-t1231.htm#11128 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/the-ventilation-chamber-f8/alcohol-t1231.htm http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/my-journal-f9/haleys-journal-a-whole-lot-of-random-thoughts-and-outbursts-t732.htm lil_miss_haley Its great to have a little area I can put my name on and use it as my venting/whining/happy stuff thread. Currently Im in Hamilton on course. I should be doing assignments, but will do them after I get this out. Im in bed, having a glass of red and a peice of dark choc. I did a very bad thing last night. So bad Im not even going to say what I did. But god it was a horrible thing and I regret it and feel so horrible and bad and just.. gross. I want to get it out, but I can't. I ... My Journal Tue, 26 May 2009 06:34:47 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/my-journal-f9/haleys-journal-a-whole-lot-of-random-thoughts-and-outbursts-t732.htm#5576 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/my-journal-f9/haleys-journal-a-whole-lot-of-random-thoughts-and-outbursts-t732.htm http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/the-ventilation-chamber-f8/don-t-really-know-how-i-m-feeling-t1246.htm logical-cents Kinda angry, annoyed, sad, disappointed etc. Not sure which. Just found out that a friend of mine got married on Saturday. We've been friends since we were about 12, she started at school after coming from South Africa and we became close friends, we done everything together. Our family's became friends as well, and were there all through their parents split up etc, we done so much together, usually the 6 of us kids and their father and sometimes mum, and sometimes all four adults as well. I ... The Ventilation Chamber Wed, 18 Nov 2009 09:09:48 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/the-ventilation-chamber-f8/don-t-really-know-how-i-m-feeling-t1246.htm#11277 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/the-ventilation-chamber-f8/don-t-really-know-how-i-m-feeling-t1246.htm http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/medications-f15/urgent-advice-on-anti-anxiety-and-anti-depresents-t1235.htm smile4me can anyone tell me of a site where u can compare anti anxiety/anti depresants and their side effects or offer me advice on wich are ok?got apt on wed to restart anti depresants and i want to try somethig i havent used before in the hopes of finding a good one,im allso hoping there might be a two in one combo of anti anxiety and anti depreant as my seroquel makes me feel like i cant breath or think or talk or move and panics me.any websites that has good relevant kiwi info?please! Medications Sat, 14 Nov 2009 23:37:03 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/medications-f15/urgent-advice-on-anti-anxiety-and-anti-depresents-t1235.htm#11184 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/medications-f15/urgent-advice-on-anti-anxiety-and-anti-depresents-t1235.htm http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/general-discussion-f1/just-popping-in-to-let-you-know-i-havent-forgotten-you-all-t945.htm ZenMonsta Life is moving again, finally! I hit 8 months sober 2 weeks ago....it does get easier. I have pushed and tested and immersed my self back in aspects of my life I thought i would never enjoy again! lol I am having fun just being and learning. The approaching celebratory date is registered in a bright and happy rainbow of colours in my diary. I hope to celebrate it all with you all.....old and new and of course our fearless leader!! I hope you are all as well as I am and if not please ... General Discussion Sun, 09 Aug 2009 23:16:36 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/general-discussion-f1/just-popping-in-to-let-you-know-i-havent-forgotten-you-all-t945.htm#8259 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/general-discussion-f1/just-popping-in-to-let-you-know-i-havent-forgotten-you-all-t945.htm http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/funny-stuff-f18/some-videos-t1245.htm qwerky90 http://www.snotr.com/video/3360

http://www.snotr.com/video/3356

http://www.snotr.com/video/3231]]> Funny Stuff Wed, 18 Nov 2009 00:40:08 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/funny-stuff-f18/some-videos-t1245.htm#11268 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/funny-stuff-f18/some-videos-t1245.htm http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/welcome-area-f22/micki-welcome-t1237.htm Paddy2
Take care, eh?

Paddy]]> Welcome Area Sun, 15 Nov 2009 01:55:41 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/welcome-area-f22/micki-welcome-t1237.htm#11187 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/welcome-area-f22/micki-welcome-t1237.htm http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/welcome-area-f22/bkidsandme-is-back-b-t1243.htm kidsandme hello to all my old friends and to the new ones I havent made yet. Im back on the downward spiral again , so ive come back because this place is so very good. Not sure why im heading down again, but all i know is that im so very tired and cant be bothered with my life at the moment. Hoping to catch up with you all again in the near future, maybe this week, im only going to be on in the evenings this time as im working now. Welcome Area Mon, 16 Nov 2009 07:37:28 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/welcome-area-f22/bkidsandme-is-back-b-t1243.htm#11236 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/welcome-area-f22/bkidsandme-is-back-b-t1243.htm http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/mens-room-f4/headlines-im-please-were-not-published-t1170.htm Paddy2 'Looney on Scooter ‘Ram Raids Kip McGrath Centre’. Apparently, someone was crossing the main street in town on a mobility scooter (yep, on a crossing thingy) and when I (sorry, that person) got to the opposite side of the road, instead of turning the scooter either right or left onto the footpath, for some reason that person just kept on going and Ooops, might just have allegedly run into the shop front of a commercial building at a whole 6kph. The Kip McGrath learning centre building, ... Mens Room Sat, 24 Oct 2009 01:18:27 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/mens-room-f4/headlines-im-please-were-not-published-t1170.htm#10568 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/mens-room-f4/headlines-im-please-were-not-published-t1170.htm http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/partners-pages-f16/helping-support-partners-t748.htm peterpam Thank you Pat for starting this forum. I feel partners of those suffering a mental illness are left out in the cold and having been there, with no support (that I knew of), I thought this maybe of great use . Partners need advise, they need to vent and who better to get advise and vent to, but those who struggle themselves. I know when I was supporting, my now ex partner, I would have loved to be able to talk with someone who knew what I was dealing with and now maybe because of you guys others ... Partners Pages Thu, 28 May 2009 05:38:28 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/partners-pages-f16/helping-support-partners-t748.htm#5657 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/partners-pages-f16/helping-support-partners-t748.htm http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/the-ventilation-chamber-f8/fantasies-t1190.htm Angelique message deleted The Ventilation Chamber Sat, 31 Oct 2009 21:07:32 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/the-ventilation-chamber-f8/fantasies-t1190.htm#10739 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/the-ventilation-chamber-f8/fantasies-t1190.htm http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/welcome-area-f22/oi-you-lot-t1238.htm Paddy2 Please don't forget that TBBD is a community... So if I'm not around and you are and we are privelged to have gained a new member or two since I was last here Please feel free to start a Welcome Thread for them. Ta. I reckon its important that we say 'Hi' and acknowlege ALL of our Members and there are times here in PaddyLand (the name given to the larger space occupied by my body and the tinsie winsie one occupied by my brain) where I just can't be here to do it. Please don't ... Welcome Area Sun, 15 Nov 2009 02:07:21 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/welcome-area-f22/oi-you-lot-t1238.htm#11188 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/welcome-area-f22/oi-you-lot-t1238.htm http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/welcome-area-f22/dusty-storm-welcome-t1236.htm Paddy2
Take care eh,

Paddy]]> Welcome Area Sun, 15 Nov 2009 01:54:31 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/welcome-area-f22/dusty-storm-welcome-t1236.htm#11186 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/welcome-area-f22/dusty-storm-welcome-t1236.htm http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/welcome-area-f22/maat-t1241.htm Paddy2
Maat, WELCOME BACK to TBBD, our friend.

Take care of you for us eh? Yeah, and WB.

Paddy]]> Welcome Area Sun, 15 Nov 2009 08:26:55 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/welcome-area-f22/maat-t1241.htm#11198 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/welcome-area-f22/maat-t1241.htm http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/my-journal-f9/woppow-t758.htm woppow I thought I would give this a go. As I cant sleep yet again!! okkkk Hmmm, well, I am in a shit head space. i am not even ok. I am just alive. I am breathing. However I feel emptiness, bleakness, anguish, pain, misery and just generally lost(iness?). Its taken me about half an hour just to get that down. ok, but something good about my day. My bag of crap got shipped. and I should be getting it Tuesday or Wednesday. I got takeaways for tea although I hardly ... My Journal Fri, 29 May 2009 18:14:04 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/my-journal-f9/woppow-t758.htm#5704 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/my-journal-f9/woppow-t758.htm http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/medications-f15/antidepressants-what-meds-have-worked-for-you-t1210.htm becks Hi all, I was wondering if those of you who have taken Antidepressant medication would tell me what was the medication that has been the most successful for you in terms of lessening your Depression? I am asking this because I recognise that my depressive symptoms are escalating and I need to take medicine again. I wish I didn't have to but I want some quality of life! I am appreciative of any information that you are able to share with me. Thanks in advance. Becks. Medications Sat, 07 Nov 2009 06:37:57 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/medications-f15/antidepressants-what-meds-have-worked-for-you-t1210.htm#10945 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/medications-f15/antidepressants-what-meds-have-worked-for-you-t1210.htm http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/partners-pages-f16/am-i-contagious-t1214.htm claire_sky Have been with my partner for 4 years now. Things have been good and bad. Mostly good. Hes a good man has always treated me well. Family and friends can't say enough nice things about him etc. So hes your typical good guy, right. He lifts me up when im down, he carries my share of the load and always makes me laugh and lets me know im loved. Well over the last few months his personality has changed ALOT. Hes becoming more like me. We are very distant from each other at the moment as Im ... Partners Pages Mon, 09 Nov 2009 00:27:13 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/partners-pages-f16/am-i-contagious-t1214.htm#10990 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/partners-pages-f16/am-i-contagious-t1214.htm http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/meditation-relaxation-dreams-etc-f12/teeth-clenching-etc-t1188.htm claire_sky
I dont know if this topic belongs here or not. But i am a teeth clencher/grinder. I do it all night long apparently. Sometimes i wake up with a sore jaw!

I dont even know im doing it.

I don't have dreams either! Infact i cant even remember the last time i had a dream!

Anyone else have this problem? Possible side effect of the meds?

I must remember to tell the doctor about it and see what he says.]]> Meditation, Relaxation, Dreams etc Fri, 30 Oct 2009 02:18:55 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/meditation-relaxation-dreams-etc-f12/teeth-clenching-etc-t1188.htm#10695 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/meditation-relaxation-dreams-etc-f12/teeth-clenching-etc-t1188.htm http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/general-discussion-f1/are-you-suffering-from-t1242.htm Anonymous Today's the world is returning towards natural way of curing due to the harmful effects of today's chemical & synthetic medicines. People are deeply worried on this issue and also insisting to use natural way of curing to get health & security. Our **** cure process is 100% Natural / herbal. (The Product Name and URL have both been deleted in this Post by Admin, TBBD @ 4.40pm 16 November 2009. I have chosen to leave this Thread on the Board as an example to our friends around ... General Discussion Sun, 15 Nov 2009 18:40:22 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/general-discussion-f1/are-you-suffering-from-t1242.htm#11203 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/general-discussion-f1/are-you-suffering-from-t1242.htm http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/my-journal-f9/wizza-s-weird-wonderful-world-t831.htm _wizza_ I've been racking my brain for the past few weeks wonderin why things are looking up for me, i then just chose to accept and embrase my new found happiness and enjoy each day as it comes. i guess the turning point for me, started at the end of last year with my suicide attempts & a mix of the new meds which have been agreeing with me thus far. I done alot of soul searching-if thats what its called??- what makes me tick?? what gets me down & how can i change it?? after hitting an ... My Journal Wed, 17 Jun 2009 12:08:59 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/my-journal-f9/wizza-s-weird-wonderful-world-t831.htm#6718 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/my-journal-f9/wizza-s-weird-wonderful-world-t831.htm http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/the-ventilation-chamber-f8/gosh-t1240.htm qwerky90 I could be happy happy, then i'm not as you say 'down' but I do feel weird and not right!! I went to another councillor yesterday and the person is very nice and understands well. Am going next week too, so hopefully it'll do me some good. When i'm eating something I shouldn't, doing something I really shouldn't be I say to myself.... "Ah, it'll be ok, I won't be here for much longer, I can do what I want for now"..*sigh* When I know that isn't true (well it's not allowed ... The Ventilation Chamber Sun, 15 Nov 2009 07:37:14 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/the-ventilation-chamber-f8/gosh-t1240.htm#11195 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/the-ventilation-chamber-f8/gosh-t1240.htm http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/the-ventilation-chamber-f8/mumble-mumble-contains-swear-words-t1230.htm Paddy2 I was at a local supermarket today, waiting to be served. I dunno why these folk feel the urge, but an old coot started yacking and then invited me to 'guess his age'. I did. And I was right. (There's a 'trick' involved, but he didn't notice it). He is 79. Then, the old bastard asked me how old I am. '49', Paddy replied. 'No you're not, you're quite a bit older than 49, looking at you.' he says, loudly. Mumble fucking Mumble. Quite a bit older indeed. Bah Humbug. For ... The Ventilation Chamber Thu, 12 Nov 2009 04:07:35 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/the-ventilation-chamber-f8/mumble-mumble-contains-swear-words-t1230.htm#11107 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/the-ventilation-chamber-f8/mumble-mumble-contains-swear-words-t1230.htm http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/in-our-own-words-writing-to-survive-f5/colour-of-depression-t1234.htm Angelique Lonliness and depression are the same colour as physcial hurt, a bruise............. BLACK AND BLUE In Our Own Words - writing to survive Fri, 13 Nov 2009 18:37:04 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/in-our-own-words-writing-to-survive-f5/colour-of-depression-t1234.htm#11165 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/in-our-own-words-writing-to-survive-f5/colour-of-depression-t1234.htm http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/in-our-own-words-writing-to-survive-f5/story-an-unforgivable-fate-t1122.htm Anonymous An unforgivable fate... The rain pelted down the side of the house while she stared outside the window, longing for her husband to arrive. Ten minutes he promised her, ten minutes then he would be safe and sound with her. Her heart thumping, in sync with the pitter patter of the rain hitting the roof. Her thoughts racing, yet she did not have a clear mind. It was two years ago, on a night like this, that she lost her only daughter, Gemma to the weather. Her mind constantly recalled ... In Our Own Words - writing to survive Wed, 07 Oct 2009 07:24:43 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/in-our-own-words-writing-to-survive-f5/story-an-unforgivable-fate-t1122.htm#10151 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/in-our-own-words-writing-to-survive-f5/story-an-unforgivable-fate-t1122.htm http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/general-discussion-f1/forgive-me-but-i-am-pissed-off-as-hell-and-had-a-guts-full-t1167.htm fedup hi there, i may feel better after typing this all out and i may not even require any replies, i am the daughter of an alcoholic, who has also had gambling addictions - ah who am i kidding, she still does AND also likes to dabble in mixing booze with overdosing on whatever pills she may have on hand at the time. im 32, an only child and for most of my life i have been fcked off (not sure if you can use whole swear words here) felt neglected, felt pressured, felt rubbished, used, abused, you ... General Discussion Fri, 23 Oct 2009 04:26:53 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/general-discussion-f1/forgive-me-but-i-am-pissed-off-as-hell-and-had-a-guts-full-t1167.htm#10548 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/general-discussion-f1/forgive-me-but-i-am-pissed-off-as-hell-and-had-a-guts-full-t1167.htm http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/funny-stuff-f18/so-adorable-t1233.htm JK
]]> Funny Stuff Fri, 13 Nov 2009 08:46:19 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/funny-stuff-f18/so-adorable-t1233.htm#11161 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/funny-stuff-f18/so-adorable-t1233.htm http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/my-journal-f9/lc-thoughts-of-the-mind-t722.htm logical-cents Sometimes I wonder, and think that there must really be something wrong with me. I mean for one thing I'm on holiday yet here I am going into work yesterday for the day and then telling them I'll work Sunday as well. My holidays don't end till I go back to work on Tuesday. Got asked by so many people yesterday why I'd go into work while still on holiday, well what could I say? All I could tell them was that I was bored at home and needed something to do. But truth is the rest I couldn't tell ... My Journal Sat, 23 May 2009 01:17:17 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/my-journal-f9/lc-thoughts-of-the-mind-t722.htm#5452 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/my-journal-f9/lc-thoughts-of-the-mind-t722.htm http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/wanted-sell-swap-free-stuff-f20/free-for-a-limited-time-t1148.htm JK
Yes, that rights and you heard it here first. Free cyber hugs. Get in quick.]]> Wanted - Sell - Swap - Free Stuff Sat, 17 Oct 2009 10:24:23 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/wanted-sell-swap-free-stuff-f20/free-for-a-limited-time-t1148.htm#10392 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/wanted-sell-swap-free-stuff-f20/free-for-a-limited-time-t1148.htm http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/tips-n-handy-hints-f7/nuts-t1226.htm JK this is a question for the motherly ones out there

My counsellor has recently suggested I snack on fruit and nuts... but when I go to the supermarket all the nuts in the bulk bins are so expensive! Is there anywhere to buy cheap nuts that I'm not aware of?]]> Tips 'n Handy Hints Wed, 11 Nov 2009 23:27:07 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/tips-n-handy-hints-f7/nuts-t1226.htm#11098 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/tips-n-handy-hints-f7/nuts-t1226.htm http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/general-discussion-f1/spiritual-guides-t1219.htm peterpam I got to thinking, (as I do lol), we all have guides, we have to, too many things happen for no reason other than outside help. I have read a book resently that says we can meet our guides if we are open to it, sooo my questions are: has anyone here ever meet there guides?, who were they and what method did you use to make contact?. I am told that as we prepare to go to sleep we close our eyes, clear our mind and just ask to meet them. I've tried but not succeeded, so would really love to know ... General Discussion Mon, 09 Nov 2009 20:45:34 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/general-discussion-f1/spiritual-guides-t1219.htm#11014 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/general-discussion-f1/spiritual-guides-t1219.htm http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/welcome-area-f22/hi-there-t1216.htm sam88 Would really love to talk to those with Borderline Personality Disorder if anyone else has it?]]> Welcome Area Mon, 09 Nov 2009 08:14:27 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/welcome-area-f22/hi-there-t1216.htm#10998 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/welcome-area-f22/hi-there-t1216.htm http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/welcome-area-f22/freedom-welcome-t1229.htm Paddy2 Welcome to TBBD Message Board & Chat Room, Freedom and Thank You for choosing to join us here. I hope you don't mind me saying, but thats a pretty cool Membership Name you chose. May you find it everywhere you look and in every endeavour you undertake. Make yourself at Home, please. Thanks , Paddy Welcome Area Thu, 12 Nov 2009 03:57:10 GMT http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/welcome-area-f22/freedom-welcome-t1229.htm#11106 http://thebigblackdog.forumotion.net/welcome-area-f22/freedom-welcome-t1229.htm